And she’s back!

I couldn’t believe it when I saw that OD was coming back online after all these years. I hadn’t been writing very regularly at all the couple of years before it was shut down so when it did disappear, I was disappointed that I’d lost so much of my writing but, to be honest, it didn’t overly affect me. I was lucky enough to have already had several of my closer friends on here also on Facebook so through the years I could still somewhat keep up with what they were doing – at a distance and in much less detail, of course. But still, when I heard OpenDiary was being restarted, I suddenly felt an excitement at the idea that I would be able to reopen this treasure trove of all my high school/teenage memories. Unfortunately only about 5 of my earliest entries from 2008 were recovered, the rest has seemingly disappeared which is a huge disappointment because I know I had hundreds and hundreds of entries and now, poof, they are no more. Not to mention those entries that were recovered are absolutely horrific in every way and they make me hate my 2008 self – I mean, what on earth kind of drugs was I on to make me think that sort of writing style was okay?! I was only 14 years old, though, so let’s just blame it on that…

Anyway! I’m 24 now, with a slightly better writing style (but still not great, let’s be honest), and hopefully a little bit wiser, too. I’m just as clueless as to where my life is heading as I was when I last wrote here, but while I figure that out I’ve been working and travelling, plus smashing out a whoooole lot of hours on Netflix.

Until next time!

Ashleigh

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January 26, 2018

I love this post. Me in a nutshell minus the age diff.

I look forward to getting to know u chickee. Yay for having our corner of the internet back! ♡

January 27, 2018

We all get better with age (hopefully). Welcome back!

January 27, 2018

Sorry about your older posts. That’s a bummer.

January 28, 2018

Yeah I can’t say I’m keen to read anything teenage Nicole had to say… At least we’re all feeling the same shame!

January 29, 2018

@technicalperfection I’m glad we can all be united over a mutual shame for our teenage selves

January 29, 2018

Hello! I remember your name.. welcome back! 🙂

January 29, 2018

@wildchief Oh really?! That’s so cool! My memory is so bad but I think I have recognised a few names so far. Do you think you’ll start writing here again?

January 29, 2018

@colourmyworld Hey don’t worry, there are so many names on

OD.. yes, I hope so.. I stopped because life got too busy though, so we’ll see! 🙂 How about you? x

January 30, 2018

The cringe-worthiness of my old entries is astounding. I want to hit my 14-year-old self over the head with a brick.

January 30, 2018

Ha! Apparently we’re mostly all in the same state of mortification whilst reading our oldest entries! That’s encouraging. 😂

A cursory eye-roll at the awkward versions of ourselves, and a huge WELCOME BACK. Kx.

January 30, 2018

@kimmythingy I have noticed that a majority of peoples’ first entries are basically just cringing at their old entries so at least we’re all in the same boat ????

February 3, 2018

Omg Ashleigh!!! So happy to see you back here. Did you write at Prosebox??

February 3, 2018

@driftune Nah, I never got into Prosebox. Are you going to start writing here again?!

February 3, 2018

@colourmyworld Yes of course!!! 🙂 I wrote at prosebox but it was never quite the same. Sooo happy that you’re writing again.