soulmates

I know my mind bound around alot. But i write what on my mind the most. And lately it is James. He is on my mind alot. I wonder if I am on his.  I have been think about my past with him. It like I got some kind of block in my mind. And only he can open it. Wish that feeling would go away. I would do anything to have that feeling with someone else. He’s got a hold on me and it been there for almost 3years.      GODS PLEASE HELP ME!