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• Want?

  April 5, 2013

  I have no life! All I do is watch tv. I just watch to season of Scandal on Hulu. Now I'm looking for another series to watch. But this is all I do is watch tv and read. I need a love life. I'm so sick of crying over romantic movies think this will never…

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• Theme of the week.

  March 31, 2013

  "Why does one fear death ? Is is because we have more to live, or because we're afraid it hurts ?" I think some are afraid of when and how they will die. The unknown is always scary, like will it be slow and painful or quick and fast that you don't know it. Will…

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• I can’t sleep

  March 29, 2013

  I can't sleep. I have to get up early and watch Kami's baby. I am just so upset about not get my disability. And now my lawyer is being a ass. I'm trying my best not to think about it. Anyway....Spring break is almost over for the kids (thank God), so I was think may…

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• Equal?

  March 27, 2013

  I got my letter from disability yesterday and they did not give me my disability. I am still very pissed and upset but what can I do......... I am going to appeal it and hope for the best. So please pray for me. I want to write bout how I feel about equal right for…

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• What now

  March 25, 2013

  I am so pissed off! I don't know what to do. I'm so tired. I apply for my disability and I been waiting for two years, I finally went to court on Feb. 19th and been wait for a letter for 6 weeks. I have not received one but I did go on myssi.com and…

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• Theme of the week. Soul mate?

  March 17, 2013

   "Do you believe there is someone out there for everyone? Do you believe in soul mates?"   This is a great question. Yes, I believe in soul mate but I don't believe the person is always someone you are married to or have a sexual relationship. You can have a soul mate in a bes...

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• 03/14/2013

  March 13, 2013

  I been trying to update for weeks but it seem the open diary don't work on firefox. So I download chrome, it works great plus I like Google. Chrome tabs and bookmarks make it easy for me to use. I am still waiting for a decision on my disable. I pray to God I get…

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• Tired of being alone

  February 6, 2013

  It's late and once again I can't sleep. I'm feeling really lonely. I have not been with anyone sent 2009. My heart is crying out to be loved. But after my last relationship, it's very hard to open my heart. My mind keep reminding of all the pain my heart went through. His lies, his…

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• NoJoMo #29

  November 28, 2012

  I'm so tired but I can't sleep.......Waiting on the meds to kick in. I got to get up early and keep Kami's baby tomorrow. I didn't win the lottery but someone is 550 million dollar richer. What I could do with that money. Hell get 5,000 right now would make me happy, oh well. I…

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