PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS DIARY!

I came across the first OD I ever read while doing research for an assigment on anorexia nervosa.

Either the diary name or the author was called ‘Silence.‘ or a variation of that, and her diary touched me so deeply that I still remember it to this day.

It took me weeks, but I read every one of her 365 or so diary entries. I think they began when she was 13, at Christmas time, eating jacket potatoes. I remember her description of how much she loved jacket potatoes; her favourite food, and after Chistmas she would begin dieting, ’cause she eats such a truckload in the Christmas season.

As the entries continued, and the girl grew, she began dieting. This dieting soon developed into a full-blown case of anorexia. It really touched my heart to read about how a happy 13 year old turned into a depressed, anorexic 15 year old, and didn’t really seam to notice.

I deleted my diary of that time, and the Silence. diary I had been religiously following went out of my life with it, as it had been in my favourites. I could not find it again no matter how hard I looked.

Now I’m looking for this girl again. She’s probably about 16 now. If anybody knows a diary or author that fits my description, or which used to be called Silence. (she very well may have changed it), please note me. I would be so grateful.

LIZzY