SMILING THRU DENIAL, MY SPECIALTY – LYRICS

I know you’ve given all that you can give to me
I know there’ll come a day I understand
Until then I’ll be trying to solve your mystery
And Wonder why I couldn’t make you stay

Smiling through denial , my specialty
I thought that was a good thing for a while
You gave me all your secrets were you testing me?
How could I do anything but smile?

Re–enact your legendary tragedy
And do to me what has been done to you
Is that the only point to all this misery?
Is there any reason I should cry?

Heal – takes time
And you gave me all you had
I know in time I will believe
That I loved you
Did you love me?
Did you love me?

Heal – it takes time
And you gave me all you had
I know in time I will believe
That I loved you
You loved me
You loved me.

legendary – Lou Barlow

It’s wonderful to find a song that is similar to your emotions. It is even more wonderful, and so rare to find a song with lyrics that match your emotions exactly. for me, this is one of those songs. ‘i know in time i will beleive that i loved you.’ i didnt think anyone else felt that way. i havnt actually heard the song. i jus heard 2 lines of it ‘smiling thru denial, my specialty’ on the OC and decided to look up the rest of the lyrics.

the situation in my life which i can refer this song to, it has really messed with my mind quite a bit. i think i can get over all this completely if i jus get some closure. i am going to get that closure soon. im gettin closer.