TURN AROUND. SEE WAT WAS REALLY THERE ALL ALONG.

found out my frend cuts today. im the only one that knoes. she was lookin at it wen i looked over, and i reached out and touched it. she said not to tell. i said sure. asked why. she said she didnt wana talk about. i didnt know wat to say. wat kind of a fukup am i?! i dont know wat to do. im ment to be there for her, but i dont know wat to say. she probably thinks i dont care. i dont know her that well, but shes kindof new to the school so im probably her best frend there. i realy need to be told wat to say, wat to do.

this is so gay. i’ve been thru this before, multiple times, with other frends. i know wat its like to cut, its in my past, but i this time i jus dont know.

i feel so shit today. jus like crying. nobody really likes me. i dno why they pretend. its all jus surface frendship. its me, not them.

im sorry that my entries are so immature and pathetic. its wat i am. most of me. hold it bak, it dosnt have to show. wen i rite in here i dont hold bak, and everythin that spills isnt even worth reading.

wat i feel shudnt be hurting my frends, so why dont know iknow wat to say to my frend? look at that, im a selfish bitch, and it must jus be me cuz i dont seem to change, even wen i want to.

kill me. longterm it will help people.