DONT DENY THERES A ‘COOL’ GROUP.

As much as i tell myself otherwise, deep down i know its true. there are ‘cool’ people. the classic ‘cool’ people. They are all the people who I have to prretend not to be intimidated by. They are prettier, hotter than me. better with words.

And now i have been invited to a party witth these people who, to tell you the truth, make me feel quite uncomfortable. its hard for me to admit it, but i feel like these people are smehow ‘higher’ than me. I would never admit it to anyone else (accept on here).

so this party is gettin out of my comfort zone. whats sad is that usualy when i try to get out of my comfort zone, i end up sad, embarassed and feelin awkward at the end.

feel free to give me uplifting advice – i know it would seam that im being unreasonable to many readers- after all these people are jus like me, with problems and insercurities. i just want a reason to feel confident with these people who seam to have confidence (or atleast popularity) streaming out of their ears.

mak

June 25, 2005

i think its an issue of self esteem u gotta feel like oh im so hot and im so great.. u gotta really believe it cuz darling we all have imperfections but some of us just learn to love them or others learn to cover them by being complete assholes or plastic surgery or something else but the latter group will never be satisfied cuz they never learned to LOVE themselves

Liyoness Rampant

June 28, 2005

And those cool people end up being the ones selling tickets at hockey games when they’re 20, meanwhile you, or one of your loser friends is vice president of a company.

haha dont get it twisted im not a really big loser.

girlNobody

June 30, 2005

My saying is, “Fake it until you make it.” Fake confidance and eventually it will come naturally. LOOK people in the eye. You are just as good as anyone else. What makes you think you are lower?? Classes and levels are all in peoples heads. There really is no such thing as “leagues”. Believe that. Believe in you.

Smiling Princess

July 15, 2005

You don’t need to be in the “cool” grup to be popular. You just need freinds. I mean iven the so called “Geeks” have freinds that are other “Geeks”

In just a few years, being cool will not matter anymore, trust me.