KNIFE

I have come to rely on sugar free lollies to stop myself from eating. I promised myself i would eat only 1 bowl of cereal a day along with as many sugar free lollies as i wanted (only 25 calories a pack!). i was stocked up on those things, or so i thoght. at 6pm i had only had my bowl of cereal with milk and a some water. dinner hunger kicked in, i went for my low-calory lollies, only to find there were none left! so i had junk food instead..no guilt, surprisingly, but it was unfortunate.

My dad got me new speakers today, depsite my constandly telling him not to. i opened the box with a knife, and left it on the floor. my family came in to see the speakers and as they were leaving dad said to my bro who is 11 years old, ‘take the knife, i dont want lucy cutting herself’. my mouth fell onto the floor, i hope nobody was looking. maybe he meant ‘cut herelf accidently’, but it still surprised me.

i have a very limited amount of clothing. going shopping tomorow to get more. yay. i heart shopping

*LIZzY*

Smiling Princess

July 15, 2005

Starving your self is not good for you and nether is eating to much. you must have a balence. Not eating enough can kill you and eating to much can kill you too. I really is a scince and I havent fugered it all out yet but to me it sounds like you need to eat more. it’s good that you want to fix your eating habbits but you can’t starve your self…

…I’m no expert sirously I am probly the worst eater under sixteen but come on even I can tell that you need to eat more please don’t starve your self! I don’t know you but I value every life god has seen fit to put on this eath at this time. You see this day and age is hardest for the yuth and so we who had the strongest spirts were saved for now when we could resist the many tmptations of….

the earth. wow I got caried away. Just eat more ok. Take care of yourself. always yours Michelle

~Vagrant~

July 18, 2005

i don’t think any parent would say something like that to their son about their daughter… Maybe he did mean accidentally? Well, either way your brother probably took it that way. 🙂 Have fun shopping~ it’s always fun! 🙂

it really sounds to me like your dad was just implying that he didn’t want you to step on it or something like that. I hope that’s what he meant. Parents shouldn’t be so blunt with their kids about each others problems and stuff like that. Thanks for your note. Talk to you later 🙂

I know this is probably a weird comment for me to leave, but after being through the same, I’ve come to the conclusion that I would rather be overweight than anorexic anyday. You think you feel well getting skinny, but weight until you’re nothing and in a hospital. You won’t just lose your weight, you’ll lose your life. Take care, Steph