FUCKING POSER..
I’ll never be real enough for anyone. not even myself. I dont get it. this is me. all i am. but why then, do i feel and seem so fake?
everything is so messed..i say what i think. i am what i feel, but its not good enough. its never fucking good enough. why isnt it good enough…?
i am who i am…it should be as simple as that. but for some reason its not.
oh dear, tons of hugs and love to you!!! don’t be so ahrd on yourself. I’m glad yuo are using this diary though, wrighting is good for things like this. ryn: thanks for explaining netball…thats pretty neat and living in Aust. is even cooler!
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YOU’VE BEEN HIT BY THE |^^^^^^^^^^^^| |SEXY TRUCK | ‘|”””;.., ___. |_…_…______===|= _|__|… | “(@ )'(@ )””””*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ ONCE YOU’VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 PEOPLE! IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU’LL KNOW YOU’RE REALLY SEXY! IF YOU BRAKE THE CHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UN*SEXYNESS FOR 10 YEAR
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listen, you are only 15… why are you putting yourself through hell? your so young, and the only reason you want to do pot/alcohol/meds is because you are looking for soemthing to fill your void and because you want to fit in. talk to someone. you can talk to the counselor at school and they arent allowed to talk to your mom at all. you need help – get it before its too late. good luck.
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aww sweetie plz….u have so much more time in life. ur only 15…yea im probably a hypocriate for saying that. well i care about u and im here to talk. i love you! -meghan
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wow i adding u to me fav i not realy bad i avrge
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Aww thank you 🙂 Odd enough, even though I’m never happy with my weight I don’t really have low self esteem. I know I’m pretty, i just don’t think I’m THAT pretty. And I know I’m thin, just not thin enough. And I’ll probably never think my stomach is flat!
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yeah i know exactly what you mean. you’re not good enough unless your like them.. thats what they think. it makes me sick
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