Hands of Time

Once I  was dumb enough to fall for anything someone told me. Especially if I liked that person. Well seeing as how I attracted all the wrong ones and how that affected me, I changed in a lot of ways. Stronger so to speak. So I was told by my best friend. But in some small way I’m still filled with hope that the next one is what I’m looking for. Yet I some times feel like I’m back to quare one. Sometimes I find myself waitting around again and for what? Another heartach. Thats not even what bothers me the most right now.

Thing is I don’t want to read into it to much or I might lose myself in it all again. So I wait. (for now) Uncertain of the direction this well lead and hoping for the best. But what ever the  outcome down the road.. I’m ready, able and willing to decide whats next. All I can say is we’ll see. But I won’t wait forever. If it’s real, time will tell.