03/12/2013

So last night, I woke up and sought out tortilla chips.  Salty, crunchy.  I wasn’t hungry when I fell asleep.  Had a good talk today with my cousin about body image changing with weight loss.  I had my cousin take a picture of me anyway.  I feel all crooked.

I had a performance review today as well.  Just "meets expectations."  I wasn’t anybody’s cutie this year, but I also am not dedicating all of my free time to career advancement.  I suppose I could put more into my career without feeling like I have a ton to sacrifice.

I am meeting an acquaintance later tonight to help her review some math she needs for schooling.  That should be favorable, only because I enjoy doing math with people, not because I am trying to make a friend.  In fact, most of her facebook behavior makes me not like her very much, but I told her I would help her with math before I was her facebook friend.  It will be good exercise for me to practice being nice to somebody I want to not be very nice to.  (Her online behavior is not immoral or offensive, just obnoxious and pointing to probably low self-esteem.)