I’m hot for teacher!

So.  Hi!  Yes, I’m still kicking and fighting thru life, meth and all.  LOL.  I promise I won’t make it all  about that, because really unfortunately it’s more of a normal life thing now and we just get it and that’s that.  Our regular dealers are a couple and they BOTH got busted within months of each other.  We were freaking there for a good while but then my old friend Erin started coming through for us and when she does boy she makes it quick!  If you use any type of illegal drug and have ever had to wait on a dealer you know.  LOL  Takes foooorrreeeevvver.  LOL  So yea, I am still in contact with my now bestie Jessica and we met on here omg so long ago, I’m trying to get her to come write here again!  I wish things could be the way they were in oh, pick a date I guess 2005 OD was doing well and thriving.  I still remember soooo many people I met on here and am still FB friends with at least five!   I even miss the fake pregnancy diaries lmao!  Nobody cares enough anymore to fake a good ole pregnancy.  Such a shame.  And omg you people got it rough nowadays with the options to decorate.  Back in the day you learned HTML or you had a stupid looking diary LOL!  We img src’d (haha) all over that damn java script!  Jessica will love that when she reads it!  Heeeeeheeee Oh so I guess I should explain my title AN why I am all of a sudden not too taxed to write in here.  I am going to college!!!!   Taking psychology with an emphasis in addictions.  Yea, I know, its ironic or something like that seeing how I have such a bad addiction but I am hoping 1. I we the ambition to DO this ad ill have the self esteem after that to help myself, obviously with rehab but I need to do this before I get off the meth if that makes sense.  I guess if I have somthing to focus on, the meth will fainto the background,  I am not stupid and I have no illusions tho, BUT it cannot hurt to take a look at the

reasons WHY my brain acts the way it does.  I once read that you have to intimately know the monster you’re fighting before the fight can truly be won.  Anyway, in the midst of all that it was made VERY apparent by myself lol that I needed a new computer to start this school advemture opff right.  I needed some accountability as well as to be able to actually seeeee my classroom (it’s all online at SNHU) as well as my assignments all three of which I have DONE and turned IN annnd gotten a complementary remark from the teacher on the first one!  Our assignments were to make an initial post about what it means to you to take ownership for your own education, experiences, etc.  Then you have to post it to a discussion board and your classmates can read and comment on it because the next two assignments are to reply to two of your peers’ posts!  Phew I’m exhausted this comp is kicking my ass!  I forgot how to computer!  LOL  Bye imma go pass outttt!  All my love.