Sad and Disappointed

He and I were supposed to have a whole week together, without burdens pushing him down.

But it didn’t end up that way.

So this is a not I wrote to him but haven’t given it to him, I don’t think it’s wise.

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I’m sad and disappointed.
That was our whole week together by ourselves and then shit happened, you were ill, and then I wasn’t feeling well….and well…we were gonna go crazy and play when we wanted to…and it turned out to be once, and I felt like I was being rushed, and you came so quickly I didn’t even have a chance to get there.
I am not blaming it on you, I am just saying that our week together was fucked up and makes me very sad. Our week is gone…
I’ve typed it out to give to you because I am afraid I wouldn’t get to the end without crying and I don’t want or need that.