אני קושית יפה/I’m a Cute Black Girl Pg 107

Now I don’t consider my feelings or thoughts any greater or anything like those of the families and hostages in Israel and around the world who have direct experience or connection to what happened on the 7th of October 2023. But I sure can declare that not a day goes by that I don’t think about that day and what has transpired since. I mean of course I am not reading up on it as much as I was during the first few months after that day, but I always wish and wonder what more could I do to help.

 Okay that is a firm no, as I am not athletic or prepared to go into a war zone or physically be around and involved in all those actions.  Well, I like to think I do by  and  and  social media posts.   everyday, in some way since I cannot wear it work now, and every shabbat just before I light the  I light a  and make a silent prayer for a soon end to this war, release and return of all living and murdered hostage and demise of those evil people.

 from  which donates 20 % of the earnings towards the IDF and Hostages etc. https://shlomitofir.com/collections/necklaces

This evening I came across a new way…I received an email about buying these Haggadot for Pesach which include writings from Hostages and their Family…figured I would buy 5 or so but then saw how much I would pay/donate for this set of 5…

https://solidarity-eu.bringthemhomenow.net/product-page/the-haggadah-of-freedom-set-of-5

…now if I had R 10 000 available I would def make that donation…and I mean of course I would wish for more money so there were other things I could do like releave my deft and be able to breathe a lil. Here I am again wishing to win the  and or  which is gabelling and going against the 

I remember writing a post about gambling and how it is viewied in the Torah and how there was no clear banning of it or real mention of how Hashem felt about it…so why can he not just wave his wand and let me win a couple of million rand?? It isn’t like I plan to start a brothel with it…I plan and want to do good for my community and family and myself with the winnings.

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/604309/jewish/What-is-the-Jewish-view-on-gambling.htm