I am married and still trying to figure life out. I need to vent and get many things off my chest. I have been through a lot and even though I have lots of support there are still many things I feel I cannot share and things I need to get off my chest without being judged directly.

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December 5, 2023
Yesterday, I met with my dietician. It has been a while since I have seen her. When I made the appointment to see her, I decided that I had a month to hit the levels we had agreed upon...but yesterday before I saw her, I know I was nowhere near them. I mean yes, I…
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    September 15, 2023
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  • Sugar is a DRUG!
    July 27, 2023
    I always pride myself into thinking I am not addicted to any recreational drugs or alcohol and have the power and character to say no to things that I know that are not good for me. But it has come to my attention that I am a serious sugar addict. I cannot get enough of…
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    July 25, 2023
    Oaky so I have lost a lot of weight since I had the operation, but I should have lost more. This woman who I became Facebook friends with after I had the op, she had it a few days after me, showed a picture on Facebook of how much weight she has lost. She says…
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  • Putting Words into Actions!
    July 13, 2023
    I am all talk talk talk and procrastinate when it comes to doing things. For months I have been looking at putting new Aluminum Windows in my flat. I have spoken to my father, and he has tried to get me to go the cheaper way and back door, but I know from when he…
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