I am married and still trying to figure life out. I need to vent and get many things off my chest. I have been through a lot and even though I have lots of support there are still many things I feel I cannot share and things I need to get off my chest without being judged directly.

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Shut Up!

March 20, 2023
Ever hear a song and you are immediately transported to a time in your life when you heard that song? Okay so there are lots of songs that do that to me...but right now I am listening to Black Eyed Peas' Shut Up! And I am on Kikar Rabin and it is raining but we; myself…
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    March 20, 2023
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  • Human Rights Day!
    March 20, 2023
    That is what tomorrow is, in South Africa. Tomorow is a day that we should remember the rights that every human, particularly a South African has, not so long ago being Black pretty much meant you had none and were allowed only to do certain things and reach certain levels. Now that I think about...
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    March 11, 2023
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  • אני קושית יפה/I’m a Cute Black Girl Pg 81
    March 10, 2023
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  • אני קושית יפה/I’m a Cute Black Girl Pg 80
    March 10, 2023
    Speak to the Israelite people and say: Nevertheless, you must keep My sabbaths, for this is a sign between Me and you throughout the ages, that you may know that I the Eternal have consecrated you . . . The Israelite people shall keep the sabbath, observing the sabbath throughout the ages as a co...
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  • I am exhausted!!
    March 9, 2023
    not literally, I mean I did have a good sleep last night but woke up to wreak of vodka coming from my husband. How much must you drink to have the smell just seep out of you? He has left a bottle of vodka lying on the counter and I have been looking to see…
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  • Feeling Appreciated…
    March 9, 2023
    Ever since the dawn of Covid-19, like many others my husband has been working from home. First it was just having to come to the office like twice a week, but since his office has been sold off he now works from home every day. Now the idea of that, is great, but I know…
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