I am married and still trying to figure life out. I need to vent and get many things off my chest. I have been through a lot and even though I have lots of support there are still many things I feel I cannot share and things I need to get off my chest without being judged directly.

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Feeling So Old!

August 17, 2022
When you are young; you get so exasperated with how the people who are meant to know everything, or at least claim to, suddenly cannot get how to copy and paste on a computer or to do the simplest things on these new IT devices and software. Slowly I am realizing that I am becoming…
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  • Perfect World…
    August 17, 2022
    Sometimes, just like everyone else, I like to day dream and vison the perfect everything for me. My husband and I would have the house we dream about having. 5 Bedrooms Pool Movie Room En Suite Bathroom Garden And we would have our perfect kids. I always wanted 3 kids. 2 boys and 2 girl.…
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  • Day 9 – A Song I Forgot About
    August 11, 2022
    Well if I forgot about it, how would I remember to list it now? Mmmm... Jennifer Lopez - Love Don't Cost a Thing (Official HD Video) - YouTube I think I am going to go with My Love Don't Cost a Thing by JLo. Her music was great back then when she started, I am…
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  • Torn
    August 10, 2022
    Things are still weird between my husband and I. Considering everything that I have written in the past posts you would think I would follow through and just end it. But there are issues...issues that I hope we can resolve because I do love him and see my future with him only, but there is…
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  • Pre KPI
    August 10, 2022
    At work we will be having ours, again in September but today the HR and my boss wanted to talk to me about things they have picked up on that they think I should look into now before the KPI. My boss picked up on that I don't seem very  lately. Well I didn't know I…
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  • Day 8: A Song You Used to Like But Don’t Like Anymore
    August 10, 2022
    I don't know about that. I may go through phases where I play the sane set of songs over and over again, but I don't think I have ever not liked a song. I may have just grown out of it. Like I am not listening to Spice Girls anymore, but I still like there…
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  • I’ve Become so Numb….
    August 9, 2022
    Whoever knew me as kid will tell you right away that I was always the one you could... I was always the , , (okay my weight may be to blame a lil for this) but I have always been and , Okay I could go on forever....but I have changed over the years. I mean I am…
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  • Day 7: A One Word Song Title
    August 9, 2022
      At first I was like what One Word Titles Song do I love. After some thought and scroll through my  'Like' Playlist, I had to put the song on....and the words just speak to me so much!   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU
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  • Too Much to Juggle!
    August 8, 2022
    Tried talking to my husband this morning but he is so set in what he said and for some strange reason claims to have not said some things and claims that he was being 'Sarcastic' when he said I was ignorant for not understanding what he was saying to me in Zulu. He also is…
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  • Day 6: Last Song You Added to Your Playlist
    August 8, 2022
      I have many playlists on Spotify...But I will choose the last one that added to my 'Liked' PLaylist. Jason Aldean - Don't You Wanna Stay (with Kelly Clarkson) (Lyric Video) - YouTube I did hear this song a long time ago and had it on my 'Country Music' Playlist, but recently added it to&he...
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