Well what’s wrong?

Wish I really knew.

I screwed up, tho.

My appointment was supposed to be for tomorrow and I almost screwed that up.

I know it’s important, so I rescheduled to Friday stating no ride.

I have a ride. I drive.

😂

But there was no way in hell I was going to cancel on my jewelry hoard appointment.

Especially now that I have someone else lined up to take it after I’m done.

My mom’s like, oh I thought you said you had enough.

Ya, I do but I promised to complete it and now I’m almost over 1200 into it.

My living room is now my office.

But I need this so I can continue.

I haven’t listed anything really in weeks.

I just keep putting it on sale.

Over 800 items. Get it gone.

But you see, this is what keeps me going.

He said I didn’t need to bring more totes but I wasn’t sure if that was sarcasm or not.

In either case, I think I’m going by myself this time.

Old me would have shared his bed while I was there. I thought about it but I just don’t think I have it in me, anymore.

I’m a Retired whore, now.

Whatshisface hasn’t said anything at all to me, and I refuse to approach it any longer.

Don’t tell me you love me, you want me and then just stop talking to me.

It doesn’t matter. It’s a pipe dream.

My ex husband mentioned he has stage four Cancer. Liver, this time

He said it’s operable so now I’m really confused because stage four is terminal.

He decided he’s going to take our son camping and of all the fucking places he’s choosing, it’s where I grew up

Those are supposed to be MY memories with my children.

He’s been there exactly once.

Why?

I know why

Because he knows it would piss me off.

Guess it worked

I even asked him why of all places and he really didn’t have an answer that made sense to me.

Go create your memories with him somewhere else, seriously.

I hope they tell him he can’t camp there anymore.

I know I can because I’m on the list but they recently said they no longer accept reservations online for it

Not sure why, yet.

Anyway, like a scab that won’t heal, he’s trying to get under my skin.

You’ll never take those memories from me and my kids, tho.

And anyway, if this is the last load, awesome.

I’ll take the money earned and rent a hotel for a few days to take them somewhere else.