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September 18, 2023
Are coming, surely but slowly. I have 5. My last trip was 9. I'm gonna run up in a few minutes. My truck is gone and so is the money. New shoes, i did spoil my kids a little. Lego adultish though, that was over 50 bucks for my son but he really never asks…
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