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• Fuck cancer

  May 18, 2025

  So my son's dad is in the hospital from the treatment he got on Friday for his stage four liver cancer. I'm really confused because he just had surgery last year for his pancreas for cancer. But that's what he's told me. So I'm supposed to just listen, and understand even though I really don't.&h...

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• Well what’s wrong?

  May 14, 2025

  Wish I really knew. I screwed up, tho. My appointment was supposed to be for tomorrow and I almost screwed that up. I know it's important, so I rescheduled to Friday stating no ride. I have a ride. I drive. 😂 But there was no way in hell I was going to cancel on my…

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• We’re on a roll

  May 10, 2025

  Nothing last week but last night I got another payment of $188. When she's been without for so long, it doesn't last. I went to check out FB and lo and behold, he's hiring again. And the woman he left me for hearted his good review. So, either she's paying for it, or they're getting…

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• Guh

  May 1, 2025

  So I broke my pinky toe this morning. I was being a complete klutz and missed a few steps. It hurts but now, literally everything hurts. A few of my My toes are swollen, but my pinky toe black and blue. Around 12:30 am he messaged me but I didn't get back to him until…

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• Went out

  April 26, 2025

  I had a wonderful day out w my kids, today. First we drove to my old home town, well... The outskirts of it, anyway. We went to Burger King and then we went to five below. After that, Target and then to game stop. After this, I drove them to the farmers market and then…

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• Yup

  April 26, 2025

  He wants me to be his little secret because he's not burning bridges. So, yaaaaaaaaa. Fuck that Been chatting w him for hours. It's nice to talk to someone but then he says stupid shit like I need to pretend I'm his sister. TF outta here. I don't have a thing I need to pretend…

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• Nobody

  April 23, 2025

  Nobody wakes me TF up every morning. How TF you going to even start shit w me for just waking you up when you're supposed to be up for work. You make zero sense. Next time, I simply won't. Which will be tomorrow. Then you can whine about me not waking you up and we…

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• Fire

  April 22, 2025

  It's still going over here. Day four, now. Hoping my son doesn't have school tomorrow, because the air quality is crap for that area. Roommate is off, tomorrow so at least I don't have to go anywhere near it again. Smoked the rest of my blunt tonight. I have like 1/4 left. I really am…

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• Long nite

  April 18, 2025

  It's going to be a long night. Went to Dr, got thrown back on a ton of meds for the bronchitis and I got lotion and powder for my psoriasis. Then a few days later, my blood work came back abnormal. So now I'm on an entire pharmacy regimen of vitamins. This is ridiculous. I've…

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