Recent Entries

• More venting

  November 26, 2024

  I'm still really just full of anger over all of this w her father. I really just want to hold him accountable, even if he doesn't pay. Hopefully after I file, that's the nail in the coffin. He hasn't been active in 4 years. Why am I afraid he will try to see her? That…

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• What else

  November 23, 2024

  Yes I'm still livid. I am going to file during the holiday at my mom's. I'm supposed to go up the evening before to help with my kids. We may stay overnight. Monday I'm supposed to go do all the shopping for my mom. Tuesday I'm supposed to make the pies. Wednesday is a half…

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• Discouraging

  November 19, 2024

  Everywhere I read and including myself states it's law to provide support for your child. But hey get a Drs note. That still shouldn't exclude shit. You can still pay support on SSDI or SSI. He's probably not on either or maybe he is. Idk how to find out other than to go and ask…

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• I just can’t win

  November 15, 2024

  I went to the Dr yesterday and I'm back on meds, again. Same stuff as before. And I got a chest X-ray which seems to be ok but she was concerned about a spot to rule out pneumonia. So idk. When I got the x ray the last time in September, they said it looked…

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• Deadbeats never win

  November 14, 2024

  Edited email I sent to CS. I am livid. And if I don't do anything, then nothing will be done. However if the shoe was on the other foot, I would be threatened w jail time and told I am employable and still be held accountable to pay. And I do for my son. No…

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• Oh it’s on.

  November 13, 2024

  Hey, go ahead and improve your situation. But when it comes to our child suffering because of it, I'm not going to let that happen. 4 years of child abandonment and neglect while you have all the luxuries. Nope nope nope. You thought all you had to do was show paperwork that says you're unable&he...

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• Lonely

  November 12, 2024

  Like I don't mind being alone but sometimes I'm just feeling really lonely. Took the roommate yesterday to his Dad's. He will be gone a few weeks. Thanksgiving is coming up. I'm going to stay at my mom's probably the night before.w my kids. I put out all my orders and now I'm waiting for…

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• I just can’t.

  November 10, 2024

  I'm still sick. My girl is sick, my son says he might be, my mother says she's not. I went to bed at 6. I laid there while my daughter was watching stuff on the phone. And I slept maybe a half hour. Don't know if she will be in school, but if that girl…

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• Still sick

  November 9, 2024

  Still congested, still coughing. And I woke after midnight and been up ever since and my girl got it back and my son is probably asleep too. I crashed early though. So as I said I would be up all night and sleep again in a few hours. I'm trying out this cross listing thing…

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