Couldn’t Do It

I have written many posts over the past few weeks but have hardly released any. Just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Half of me still wants to be preachy, and half wants to cover trauma. All of me is still a general artist at heart with many facets.

There’s no block on my writing. Words are always flowing, and life is always going. Just an indecisiveness on what to even post anymore. I sound like my typical self sometimes. Other times… not so much, ha-ha. I’m just fine aside from things already mentioned, but I’ve kind of moved away from the space of desiring to pour out into the atmosphere in the same ways I have done all my life. It’s time to change that behavior.

Some journal subject matters are now too personal for the internet anyway. Other stuff wouldn’t even sound genuine at this point because clearly I no longer exist within any type of religious “box” whatsoever. That doesn’t mean I don’t still have my faith and doesn’t mean the Creator’s name has changed. It just means that the last bit of religious molding broke off — and with that, so did everything that had been hindering me from progressing as a truly free-spirited and free-thinking individual. The last bit of shame or the ability to be shamed about my past has also disintegrated.

I realized that the long-term habit of communicating with white space had stopped serving me (and the appropriate people) decades ago. Most gets stolen, much gets exploited, some gets misinterpreted, and hardly any serves its intended purpose. That’s been an ongoing issue for a long time. I believe some has helped some people; don’t get me wrong. But most just gets used in ways that benefit everyone except me. So at this point, I’m simply fresh out of content. Can’t even hit the publish button anymore, TBH.

That said, if anyone cares to reach out to me for any reason, I use the Signal Private Messenger app. General chat, how’s the weather, or whatever.

I do not use Whatsapp or any other popular communication application.

All communications on Signal are private and encrypted. I think it does messaging, calls, and videos, but I literally have no idea how to use all its features yet. The Sealed Sender feature sounds very interesting, though, for those with privacy concerns. Feel free to look it up.

I can be contacted using that application. My username is Raw Thoughts or @rawthoughts.777

Here’s a link you can probably click from your mobile phone. IDK. I’ll be around… somewhere.