#life

I am still trying to convince myself that everything is not final until I set foot on the island where I am going to move soon. Last week, I finally got all the clearance I need to exit the country. Now, it's up for my employer to book our tickets and we are targeting to…

I think this is the 4th time I tried to write something. The other 3, I ended up deleting them and wrote something else then delete again, then this. In one of those entry I talked about how thankful I am being alive. It was few weeks ago, a year after I got into an…

Well as of Friday April 29th I made my last car payment. It felt EXTREMELY nice to have that all paid off. We got it paid off a few months early, I wish it was paid off sooner than we got it but that's alright at least it's done now. Now we have to work…

I can't tell if im a main character or if im getting divine punishment for procrastinating on my essay. Also my hands are getting really dry today. I feel terrible about not having the motivation to do things. I wish I was as neurotic with grades as my new friend. Should I talk about my…

I've been wanting to write something these past few days, but was not able to so. At least not until now. I want to write about something relevant that happened in my day. Sadly, there isn't any. Other than being grateful that I have woken up, which is one most relevant thing, there's none. My&he...

It's been a while. I just finished reading my old entries and I can't help but laugh at my own share of adversities. I was busy looking for love which only brought me so much tears, betrayal and hurts. But above it all I was able to get to know myself better. Loved and appreciated…

I haven't been on here for a while. I've thought about it but never actually sat down and took the time. I don't even know where to begin because it's been over a year since I've been on. I've taken a break from baking. I got overwhelmed doing it all on my own and needed…

I feel like I have lost all love or drive for anything in my life. If I ever do anything, it's because I have to. I can't figure out anything I'm truly interested in, and I have zero direction as to what to do with my life. I have completely lost my love for things…

I've just had a really, really bad three days. I've had no one to share my feelings with, my pain with. Im blessed to have great friends, parents that care about me etc. But it's beyond impossible for me to communicate with them my pain. They are good listeners, but when my depression hits like&h...

Eyes wide open, heart beating fast, just another day in this world, feeling alone , feeling trapped in my own mind, Go on smile, hide the pain, you need to be strong for him. he cant do this without picking him up. Remember why your here, remember your place! Now be strong and get back…