#life

There are a lot of stuff that we carry alone, whether it's intentional or unintentional, that we cannot directly share to people we know. And sometimes, these burden pile up and they overflow. We lose control of ourselves and become too overwhelmed with these emotions, secrets, and burden. We con...

I wrote a letter to you last night, a hand-written letter. This is not the first letter I wrote to you since we are apart, but I'd send this one first. The other one, more sentimental, will be sent later, after I finish your birthday gift. Yes, your birthday gift, this year, you will also…

It has been a break since 29 Apr, almost a week ago. There was time that I unpublished my entries, but today I decided to just publish them again. I don't know if my actions are good or bad, just they are, as facts, probably. Today I see Dr. S., my doctor and literally I…

Hey there, Lucy's sister Irene dropped off some egg tarts whatever that is, it sounds yummy! I have some qs for you... Have you ever had egg tarts? What color is your toothbrush? Is it grey or gray? What's your favorite takeaway? After a bath or shower, do you find that your mood has improved?&he...

I get up late today. It is a Thursday. I was recovering from my 10-day streak of crazy-busy-working-like-slave. Grading is not my strength, and yes, I have done far better since my years at M. I can now jump in and do the grading without too much of procrastinating, oh well, still a little bit.&h...

28 April 2021 Today I miss you.  Yeah, don't know, really miss you. Then I start to imagine. I imagine you touch me, we are doing this that kissing and things. You said something about a joyful trip with your friend, someone who you admired, loved his work, his poetry and his soul. Then I…

28 April 2021 Today is my first day of creating this diary blog. I create it for my love, and my imagination, or a combination of both, as it should be. It can even be a place for me to practice expressing myself in English (I'm not an English native speaker). It will remain public,…

I have decided to get a Panasonic Toughbook bc I am dead clumsy and constantly dropping shit and stuff, so I need a computer that can take a beating. I can play the Sims 2, 3 and 4 on the toughbook as easily as a fancy gaming computer. I need to have a nap after…