#life

"Memories like films play on the wall of another self, another life A story without end that still lives on So much that passed us by is forever gone." — Wonder, VNV Nation   2018 threw me one hell of a curveball and taught me something I should have learned long ago. I should have let go&he...

I don't know when life wants to give me a rest to refresh by breath and energy and continue positively . Everyday new problems , feelings , stories which I don't know do I deserve them ?! Was I a bad heart person to deserve all these ? Always I followed my heart in the…

I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…

Its a shit life.. just sometimes 28. 28 years young and literally shitting myself. Life is a rollercoaster. You know when you want to shout? Scream? Cry? Lash out.. thats how I feel. I have some good friends but they dont need my shit.. so here I am literally airing one of the rockiest times…

When I was out and about being a bad girl, I became close with someone on my daughter's father's side of the family. He was a bad drug and alcohol user. Eventually we hooked up a few times and decided being good friends was the best option . After committing some major crimes he turned…

So, I want to know your most life changing memory, I don't care about what it is! It can be the moment you got married, the moment you first shit your pants, and anything in-between! (p.s I hope you didn't ever shit your pants, but it happens.) Mine was September 3rd 2016, it was the…

Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...

I wish there were more scholarships I could apply for, this paying out of pocket for school stuff really sucks! The only real place I have gone for scholarships is Niche and I never seem to get them. The school doesn't have anything available right now either so that really sucks as well so I&hel...

Well, hello there. It's been a long time. In case anyone at all was worried, I did finally make it home to Texas again. In fact, it's been roughly six and a half years since my family and I moved home from Melbourne. Looking back, I was quite dramatic but I guess that's a part…