#life

It's one of those days where you just want to complain about everything. Every article you read is garbage, every thread and comment section is loaded with idiot bombs and moron missiles. War,poverty,inequality,racism,shootings,bombings,mass violence, dumbed down nations, apathetic leaders, greed...

(NOTES:   1) I wrote this as if I was talking to myself and it has wound around and out kinda like a stream of many thoughts do inside my mind.  2) I ran out of time to go back through and proof read this so please forgive the typos and unconscious mistakes. ) There will come…

"When you discard your own pettiness, center yourself in integrity, and reach into your soul for your greatness, it is always there." - Lynne Twist - Still in bed I find in the in-between, morning fully awake and night fully asleep, my mind works more closely with my heart which leads me down the...

I have done nothing the last 2 days but watch marvel movies, clean and take of 10 baby chicks, 2 of which keep trying to fly out of their coop. Yeah, we are regular farmers over here. We have 1 laying hen, 2 pre-teen hens and 10 baby chicks. Now add my 4 kids, 2…

well, its ten to 12 rn and idk what i am doning. I'm dancing at the moment (not right now but in general) and I don't know i want to be productive and im not tired enough to sleep. I guess i will watch stranger things for now, its realy interesting but I wish i'd…

I must have started a dozen diaries growing up thinking one day Id look back for some sort of wisdom that I somehow lost. What a crock. So why now? Because I find myself up late a night with way too much time on my hands. I am tired, make no mistake. I can never…

Today is Thursday and our Thursdays are now visitation days as opposed to our Saturdays. I usually dread them but now they're becoming our new normal,rapidly. It happened for me sooner on some things than others, but this one feels like the last big one for awhile. When we get to HippeKid's first...

Spewing of random ahead.... be prepared. According to my calculations, I need to make a minimum of $17 dollars an hour to cover all expenses and bills, adding a car payment, insurance, gas, and cell phone. What in the actual fuck. Do you know how much they're out here trying to pay people with de...

Three weeks ago, my husband of nearly 10 years,left. It was a shock but not a surprise. Truth be told, we should have never been a permanent thing, let alone last as long as we did. I am doing well, though overwhelmed as more and more things come to my attention that I need to…

It’s 930 on a Friday night, I’m alone laying on the living room floor in an empty house, and... I’m happy. My heart is beating pretty hard as I had gone to the gym about an hour ago but that’s just one of the symptoms of my happiness. Ive almost always been a moody guy,…