30. Still trying to figure out where my place in the world is. Searching for a love that a lot of people don't believe/chose not to believe in anymore.
My entries will be about anything my heart can no longer accommodate or thoughts my mind will always choose to remember. An outlet for those unspoken words, hidden feelings and everything that's better left to unknown for some people in my life.

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014: Finally

June 22, 2022
I’ve been trying to access the site since I relocated in this side of the world but it says that it’s blocked. My friend told me about using a VPN so it’s another subscription I made just to have access to my diary. It’s been only three weeks since I got here and I am…
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  • 013: A matter of time
    May 16, 2022
    I am still trying to convince myself that everything is not final until I set foot on the island where I am going to move soon. Last week, I finally got all the clearance I need to exit the country. Now, it's up for my employer to book our tickets and we are targeting to…
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  • 012:
    May 9, 2022
    I think this is the 4th time I tried to write something. The other 3, I ended up deleting them and wrote something else then delete again, then this. In one of those entry I talked about how thankful I am being alive. It was few weeks ago, a year after I got into an…
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  • 011:
    April 20, 2022
    I've been wanting to write something these past few days, but was not able to so. At least not until now. I want to write about something relevant that happened in my day. Sadly, there isn't any. Other than being grateful that I have woken up, which is one most relevant thing, there's none. My&he...
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  • 010: Dear Friends
    April 11, 2022
    Today was such a great day with friends. We initially planned to meet for breakfast, but ended up spending time together until 6PM. It's only been a couple of months that we haven't seen each other but it's seldom that everyone's present. Also, there's this feeling that the next get together won'...
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  • 009
    April 9, 2022
    It's been a while. I just finished reading my old entries and I can't help but laugh at my own share of adversities. I was busy looking for love which only brought me so much tears, betrayal and hurts. But above it all I was able to get to know myself better. Loved and appreciated…
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  • 008: Dear You
    December 9, 2019
    Dear You, Just as soon as I moved on from the man who caused me pain for over a year, I got to know you.  The same as how I got to know him, I knew you.  But unlike him, I got the chance to meet you, hold you, hug you and kiss you.  For…
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  • 007: Dear You
    June 6, 2019
    Dear You, It's been almost a year since we matched and started texting each other.  Almost a year since I last felt those butterflies in my stomach. It only took an instant and I already fell for you.  But it took time for me to forget you, to get rid of the feelings I instantly…
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  • 006
    April 15, 2019
    I know that most of my entries here are about the guys I met these days.  I just realized that I’ve become a bit active of meeting people and exploring things I never thought I’d do in the past years. Last Thursday, I met a guy in a bar where me and a group of…
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  • 005: The end of something…
    February 26, 2019
    There is always this sadness one feels when vacation ends.  Especially when it's the last day, the last night, the last hours, and even to its last minutes. If we can only let time pause for a while.  If only we can stay a little bit longer. But like most things, there's an end to…
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