Recent Entries

• Just a thought

  September 14, 2018

  Is it possible for us to be good friends? I wonder. Yes, he have said some stuff before which made me hope for a future for us. But we all know that things changed when I found out that he actually in a relationship. Then there goes the block and unblock thing, and me trying…

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• Blocked – Unblocked

  September 12, 2018

  This has been a repeat story and the more he does it, the more that it doesn't affect me any longer.  Honestly, I don't know why he does it or why he's even exerting effort to block and unblock me when he can just leave me blocked. What game is he playing that I could…

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• Not meant to be

  September 9, 2018

  I cried. I'm not sure why, but again I realized something. Moments ago, I just texted with Andy. He was telling me about an arguement he had with his girlfriend. Yes, he tells me that now. And to be honest, it doesn't hurt. What actually hurts was the thought that I might have been set…

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• Blocked Again

  September 7, 2018

  It's been a week since that day he told me about him being engaged.  And it was a pretty bad week for me... or maybe just the first few days. So he really did not block me again, not until today-- a few minutes ago to be exact. I don't know what has come to…

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• Part of a story

  September 5, 2018

  I STILL TEXT HIM. Stubborn as it may seem, but I still couldn't stop. I told a friend about it and she asked me this question, "Does this help you, in any way? If it does, then go on until you'll be fine." I said, yes. Texting him helps me, and him replying to me…

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• Someone Else’s Star

  September 1, 2018

  I don't know if a lot of people know of this song, but ever since I've heard it, it became one of my favorite. I might have or have not mentioned before, but way back in 2013, I liked a guy so much that I prayed that he will notice me one day. Back then,…

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• And again.

  August 30, 2018

  Yesterday, he told me that we can't talk anymore. And around 3am today, I sent him a short SMS because I'm crazy and I really do miss him. And in the morning, I woke up with a message from him in Whatsapp. Yeah, he unblocked me again. He just told me to stop messaging his…

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• The End.

  August 29, 2018

  I HAVE TO MOVE ON. For a month now, I was in an on and off communication with Andy.  He's the guy I was talking about in my past entries. And I think, this time, it's like the ultimate end of it. For the 3rd time, he blocked me. And here's the rest of the…

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• Again!

  August 24, 2018

  No contact -- FAILED! I swear, I can't do it.  When he blocked me days ago, you know what I did.  It wasn't until 24 hours when I saw that he unblocked me. I still text him what's going on with my life, sometimes I get a reply, sometimes I don't.  The other day, I…

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