2/20/09

I feel horrible. I don’t want to be in the hell hole of a school anymore. I just can’t focus on anything. I’ve skipped all I can skip and now I’m physically ill and I think if I skip anymore I’ll just fail the classes. I have a chemistry test tomorrow and a paper due tomorrow and I can’t even focus on either things. I just got overwhelmed all of the sudden. I hate school. I hate that I can’t concentrate. School just isn’t for me. It’s neverending. I have to stay another semester and I just want to quit right now. Right fucking now.

I want to move far away and be with Jordan. California is too far away. He’s too far away and I need him right here with me. I don’t want to be here.