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• Sleeps and holes

  July 24, 2018

  I finally slept the night Mostly But it took a week And some... help There is a pain It real and radiating  Between my physical heart My stomach My head And I can lose it if I engage But it’s always there at the edges Finally the edge is dulled. Now an emptiness has crept…

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• 1-800-273-8255

  July 16, 2018

  It was a good day And I am strong Till I was driving home And cracked  I called  Some sort of hotline  A wreck I cried I don’t cry But the shame was real The ideas were clear Easy Like a winning lottery ticket I could have it all. Supposed to be better  On the…

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• Kintsugi

  July 2, 2018

  Kintsugi - Japanese art of fixing pottery with silver or gold. Broken enough times There starts to be gaps  Pieces missing So you fix it as best you can Patching Filling Each time the pieces are smaller There is more repair than original The dust floats away Clean and whole again Each time more a...

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• Swim

  July 2, 2018

  I’m walking a beach But unlike the proverb I am walking alone On this earth and sand With water around There is temptation As the sun sets  The water cool But lit like fire To swim and meet the horizon. I imagine the cool of night settling around Waves that I fought Carry me now.…

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• Build, breakdown, heal, build

  July 2, 2018

  Building. Breaking down, healing, building. Steps, You must take steps The body is a machine It will do what it does give it purpose Watch as it comes alive Years of repetition  Slow And Steady Building. Breaking down, healing, building. But you have to remove what was Take away the past from the...

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• Ache

  May 9, 2018

  What is it to truly care for someone? i love her with out question the trick now is I want to be with her so bad that I ache at times She is my best friend and I know her like a second skin but also that it’s one way. so I want the woman…

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• not much to say

  March 22, 2018

  Not a lot of words to say but I love you that covers as much as anything. the questions of why I do this or that what am I thinking that sort of stuff i bought a gift and a card i know your birthday is near really though I don’t know what to do…

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• Call me

  March 18, 2018

  Not much action for the bar... basically I came in then it was time to close Too slow She wasn’t feeling good So that didn’t help our night We both have an early day So driving home was a must Now she’s gone I’m having a couple stiff drinks So much to think about Or…

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• What to do what to do

  March 18, 2018

  1:30 and I’m wishing you were here I’ve gotta be up in 7 hours But things aren’t playing out Life isn’t working out The way I had it in my mind I’m supposed to go for things I want If it’s a dream I work to make it come true But if it’s not compatible…

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