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Trying but not quite

June 12, 2025
Dear Jesus, I don’t have the energy to go back and forth with people today. Angelique wants to get a bag from me. $1500 to be exact…but she is money hungry. I’m hoping you can help me in this situation. I don’t want to pay the extra $1500 just cause she wants more money from…
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