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5:15am

February 10, 2025
Dear God, 10 min before Miss Shirley walk through the door. I pray she don’t smell weed when she walk in the kitchen. I smoked on the ledge by the sliding door. i sprayed lit candles took a bath…I hope there won’t be no problems when she walks in. I took a laxative the night…
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