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• Ijdgafz

  September 9, 2024

  So I’m laying on my floor doing nothing. I got off work, went to the store and bought food and rillos. I also got money off Shervys card. I don’t care though. I spent ten with Ten and he hooked me up. Gary said I should make it last all the way to my Atlanta…

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• Monday morning thoughts

  September 9, 2024

  It’s 5:57am. I have work at 8am….in two hours I have to be there. I don’t want to go to the gym. I rather stay in bed. I rather put a facial mask on and take a warm bath and eat breakfast then go…then while at work, I’m only going to eat two snacks and…

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• Changes

  September 8, 2024

  I resisted the urge to read my past entries or use the restore button to see my last entry that I never published….. I smoked this morning……a while ago. I drank almost a gallon of water today. I want to take a laxative but I don’t want to have stomach cramps in the morning and…

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• Three playing this game

  August 29, 2024

  Patrocenmenandn lark game on. Patrice don’t like me cuz I take food from the kids tray. She tells Clark. Clark writes email. Then Patrice confronts me and I confront her then she consults with Clark again and then Clark calls me. Ugh. how embarrassing but I never admitted to needing food “that ba...

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• only a little left

  August 29, 2024

  I want be normal I need help I don't understand please help my mind help help I have been spending my evening with little smoke sessions with different guys. It’s fun. Then I kick them out. I just want a little company then I’m good. Tonight the only company I’ll want is the television…my mood&he...

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• Addict

  August 26, 2024

  Well that didn’t last long. As soon as I go t in my car the vein in me wanted to buy weed. I started going from one side of the road to the other looking into parking lots to see if the usual drug dealers are there. long story short, I didn’t buy any but…

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• Life still effin sucks

  August 16, 2024

  I got bit in the right breast by Anabel on Wednesday. I spent most of last night at urgent care. I had to get a tetanus shot as well as be put on antibiotics. They actually wanted to give me a blood test too but since I know my bloodstream would be high on marijuana…

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• Ghettooooooooooooooooooo

  August 13, 2024

  Everything is terrible ratchet ghetto and ignorant right now. I got angry and boxed and mailed off things for refunds…except for one package, all the others were items that were not originally packaged. For example, my sparkly boots are here with me but I shipped out some other same brand shoes i...

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• He responded

  August 11, 2024

  Jay the senior vice president of Warner music and HBO, responded to my email: Let’s set a time to talk this week. I am open to giving you some feedback. Jay It was short and sweet but that message turned my frown upside down. The ceo of Warner music and HBO wants to give ME…

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