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• Finally laying down…for now.

  June 29, 2025

  Dear Jesus, im exhausted. I been up since 6:30am. Right now all I want to do is fall asleep. I have been in isolation which is best for me. I wonder what kind of personality I have. I like to be by myself. I like spend time alone. I don’t really like talking to anyone…

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• Vocal Lesson Gone Bad

  June 20, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I spent the entire time in bed today. It was after I ate chocolate cake and fudge brownie ice cream, that I finally took a nap. I only slept for 30-40 minutes - I truly needed it. It made my mood more positive. Now I’m about to meet a new vocal coach. I…

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• Whose gonna say something?

  June 17, 2025

  About the spell castor person? I remember I got banned for talking bad about Taylor swift one time…but this person gets to do this and not get banned. Please explain.

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• Happy Fathers Day

  June 15, 2025

  Dear Jesus,   Happy Father’s Day to my Heavenly Father, to my grandfathers, to all my father ancestors, and of course my father on earth-I love my dad so much! Not many people can say that they have a dad so I never take mine for granted. I may not be rich with money but…

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• Sex in the City (season 2)

  June 15, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I definitely tried my hardest to get some work completed. I booked my locations for the music videos in July…all I have is one more place to book..but something tells me to call them personally to get a better rate or at least find a time when the building will be quiet. i…

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• I’ll say a little prayer 4 U

  June 14, 2025

  Dear Jesus, today I’m feeling so great! I am learning so much about myself. Plus, for a girl that works nearly 7 days a week-resting in my apartment makes me feel SOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPYYYYYY!!!!!!! I love doing NOTHING!!!! I’m home with my girls-the cast of SEX IN THE CITY…mixed with a little bit of ...

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• Trying but not quite

  June 12, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I don’t have the energy to go back and forth with people today. Angelique wants to get a bag from me. $1500 to be exact…but she is money hungry. I’m hoping you can help me in this situation. I don’t want to pay the extra $1500 just cause she wants more money from…

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• Sex in the City

  June 12, 2025

  I’ve been watching the new sex in the city….i know they say the new remake is awful and how the actresses should be ashamed to say their lines…but I think I speak for all sex in the city fans….we just miss Samantha. I know I miss her…she definitely left a hole since she left. But…

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• Planning

  June 1, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I only slept about 5 hours. I need to not think about my lack of sleep. I need to take a bath, put on my creams, stretch…then tackle all the work I need to do: wash and blowdry hair, plan music videos, set up vevo, set up next song release, check emails, look…

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