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• Indifferent

  July 24, 2025

  What is divorce? The ending of an era? The closing of a chapter? The failure? The start? The end? It seems these days, I am unsure of what I am feeling. One day it feels like an immense win- and breakaway from the personal hell I endured for a short time.. Other days it feels…

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• Mundane Task

  July 15, 2025

  I find myself at the pen again, as mundane tasks become more overwhelimg than they have ever been. Why is it so eay for others to paint on a face and it just seem so easy? I am exhausted and consistently wondering if I am making all of the right choices. It just isnt so…

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• Never Quite Buried

  May 3, 2024

  . It occurs to me that I was always in love with the ghost of you The shadow left burnt behind by the nuclear war you raged in my mind Left to fill the silence of the things I knew you’d say if you were here Only it’s taken some time to realize it was…

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• Purgatory

  August 3, 2023

  Today my first born baby starts 2nd grade. Where does the time go? She was just so small in my arms and now I couldn’t even carry her more than a few steps.. life is so fleeting. I wish her well this year and today.. and really for the rest of her life. Such a…

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• Welcoming myself Back.

  July 30, 2023

  I have a bit of writers block because I have so many ideas for this blog. 365 letters? A mothers guide to survival and sanity? Winning against Bi-Polarism? LOL Maybe, I'll do a bit of all three. Last year, I had so many entries of being so lost- in my life, in my career, in…

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• Twice?

  July 21, 2022

  Love. Earth shattering, mind breaking, you can never recover from the loss kind of love? Soul mate, Twin Flame, LOML love? The kind that leaves you buzzing? The kind that your well being hinges upon? The kind that fills you with so many dreams that you are Wendy flying into neverland never growin...

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