37 mother of 4 married to an addict

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HE RAN

June 10, 2024
my husband ran...he didnt go to court. they were offering him 20 years for a car chase here nobody got hurt. he ran. he cut his ankle monitor. I have no idea where he is. He won't tell me because he says i'll tell on him. I know he's shacked up with some girl...and Everything…
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