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• “What a week” Me, at 842 am on Monday

  May 8, 2019

  It's been crazy hectic this week. Besides work every evening and even some mornings have been filled with activities. Monday my son had soccer tryouts at Liverpool, the team he's been playing with for the past 2 years. My middle child forgot her beloved stuffed Skunk there so I had to jump throug...

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• Random

  May 2, 2019

  MB has had a man cold so he hasn't been around the last 2 days. I'm actually a bit relieved to have the reprieve. After the debacle the other night a few nights alone and in bed early were well needed. Although, I went to bed early both nights and some times I think that…

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• If it’s broke…

  April 30, 2019

  I'm cranky today. It's not going to be a good day. My boyfriends dick doesn't seem to work and I have no idea what I'm doing wrong. He keeps going limp. It doesn't seem to matter what I'm doing, or what we're doing or what he's doing...what position, what act...he keeps losing his erection. Then&...

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• It’s good

  April 24, 2019

  Quiet week so far. Made it to Wednesday without any crazy drama either at work or at home. I got a text message from one of the soccer parents last night but I quickly deferred it back to the coach and told them I am officially retired as Team Manager until next season. (Which is…

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• Revelations-not of the biblical sort

  April 23, 2019

  I was at MB’s house the other night. We were up really late. nearly 2am. He had gone out to the kitchen and I had slipped out to the bathroom. I peeked into the kitchen just as he was turning out that light and he hadn’t seen me. He took 2 steps and was startled…

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• Spiral staircases

  April 22, 2019

  So, lets catch up, shall we... IDK what night it was last week, but I NEEDED MB so badly. I just needed him..with me. Holding me, kissing me...in me. I just....NEEDED him. After the previous day of feeling so alone, I needed to have him as close to me as possible. I needed to feel…

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• Lonely together

  April 18, 2019

  I don't get myself. Maybe I'm so far screwed up that I can't adjust to a relationship any more. MB and I were good yesterday. He came by the school and took his son out to lunch then when he got back he and I went out for a coffee. I look at him and…

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• Old habits die hard

  April 17, 2019

  Know what’s odd… This whole time MB and I have been dating I’ve been trying to self sabotage myself at every turn. Now, that he’s doing this custody thing I haven’t. With this going on he’s seemingly more vulnerable. I wonder if somehow, subconciously, now he’s the ‘victim’ that I always seem to ...

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