No one to talk to that understands. I feel like I’m going crazy.

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First try on anti depressants

April 13, 2021
I had my first dose of Remeron last night. I slept until 1pm! So dozey couldn’t concentrate on anything, feel guilty I didn’t get any work done at all. I take klonopin and it’s like it just cancelled it out all together. I don’t think I’m going to take the Remeron again. I feel better…
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