Recent Entries

• Writers Block

  May 16, 2013

  I don't know why I am finding it so challenging to write. I sit and stare and the blank screen and usually end up just closing the window and moving on to creeping facebook. For some reason that never gets old. My life is so boring. I feel like I have nothing exciting, funny or…

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• The Sickness

  May 9, 2013

  Stomach flu hit me yesterday. 2nd time in my life and it happened to be the 2nd time in less than 2 months! I wasn't really feeling well all week. I was nauseas. I had very little appetite (which is REALLY weird for me). Food was simply unappealing. I had hot & cold flashes periodically…

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• On Being a Parent

  May 7, 2013

   2 entries in 1 day?! Whaaaa? So my plans for a nice relaxing afternoon with a friend, some wine and the sunshine came to an abrupt end before it even started. I got in the shower about 10:30. I left Parker in his room watching a DVD like I have done a million times before.…

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• Day Off

  May 7, 2013

   It's a beautiful morning. The sun is shining, there is a nice breeze blowing and best of all Parker is in the backyard playing with his water table and giving me time to come here and write. The past couple of days have been rough physically. It's been my own fault. I took my last…

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• My Dogs are Barking*

  May 2, 2013

   DAMN IT! I just wrote a whole entry and now it is gone. I'm done for today. Shit. * Just for the record it wasn't even a whiny entry! I am in a better mood today than I have been for the last couple. Maybe later. We'll see.

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• Crazy-Making

  May 1, 2013

   I'm so caught up in my head this week it's redic. I'm taking small irrelevant things in my day and making them out to be huge...like there is some sort of conspiracy against me. Truth...I'm the only one conspiring against myself. I've convinced myself that there is something going on at wor...

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• Struggling

  April 30, 2013

   I wish money grew on trees, energy came in unlimited amounts, houses cleaned themselves and laundry washed and folded itself. I am overwhelmed with every day life. It's getting out of control. It is out of control. Rob and I had a HUGE fight about a month ago and he got really nasty wi...

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• Day 4 – Your day, in great detail

  September 24, 2012

  My life is so boring that I don't have any great detail to get into about my day. I wake up, I drink coffee, I say "no" a million and one times to my son. If it's a work day, I go to work, hate every second of it, come home eat and sleep. If it's…

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• Day 3 – The meaning behind your Open Diary name

  September 15, 2012

  Super Hot Female is from the song "What Are You Waiting For" by Gwen Stefani. At least I think that's what the song is. It was one of my favorite songs to dance to when I used to go to the bar all the time. Actually that was the time in my life that I…

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