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Soo coming attraction……

May 16, 2022
Well I just found out recently that I am now pregnant with Anthony's baby. It wasn't planned at all, but its not like we were being super careful. It was bound to happen at some point, but I am not mad at all. I didn't think he would be upset as he's been talking about…
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    April 18, 2022
    Yeah, I waited until the last few days to file, only to find out for some crazy arse reason I owe both fed and state. I'm so upset, but what can I do about it? Anyway can't make a payment plan online for some reason, and I got home thinking I could make the call…
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  • Well I had a good birthday lol
    April 10, 2022
    Yesterday was my bday, now entering chapter 43 of life haha. I had to work, but thankfully it was a morning shift and I got off at 1. I couldn't get the day off due to no coverage, so that's what they did so i could enjoy the rest of the day. Despite being 30…
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  • Well good morning lol
    March 21, 2022
    I haven't been writing much, most of it is laziness lol. Some of time time, I work 7 days a week, so most times I use my free time to relax. I also need to put in more apps, so that's a plan for today. I put one in a couple days ago, hope to…
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  • One things for sure
    February 18, 2022
    When I’m feeling down in the dumps at some times in my life, I’m 100% alone. There’s no one on this earth who really cares enough to listen, be there, ask how I am, try to comfort me. I’m on my own. So you’d think I’d be used to that by now. I’m not. It…
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  • Well hmm
    February 12, 2022
    You ever start something and the feelings involved become overwhelming? That’s what I’m dealing with at this present time lol. I know I talk about this guy a lot but he stays in my mind pretty much everyday. I’ve only talked about him to a couple of my friends. Nothing is official yet other than&...
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  • Insecurity sucks lol
    February 5, 2022
    I know that once you’ve been hurt, it causes trauma and triggers. It seems that when things are going well, the one time something changes you start wondering why or if the other persons feelings towards you have changed. That’s what’s going on with me. It sucks. So In the beginning of this thing...
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  • A day off is always nice
    February 1, 2022
    I was advised I may need to take the day after my second vaccine dose, turns out I didn't need to. Thankfully I didn't have any side effects other than the sore arm. Since I fought to get this day off, I kept it lol. I don't get too many days off anymore. I'm currently…
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  • Happy “late” New Year lol
    January 19, 2022
    I realized I have not been on here since December. Not even for a happy new year lol. I just hadn't felt like writing, or I barely had time. Working 7 days a week is hard and I hope to find ONE good job soon so I can actually have days off without having to…
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  • What do you do
    December 30, 2021
    When you’re usually the one to listen and/or trying to help someone deal with whatever is going on in their life and taking on their issues as a friend or source of comfort, but can never find that with anyone in your own life? I feel 100% alone. And while things are seemingly good with…
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