Recent Entries

• I really need to write more often lol

  March 16, 2023

  I either don’t have much free time or I’m just not in the mood. On my next day off coming up Monday, I think I’m gonna sit down and really write it out. I’m such a procrastinator and it’s pathetic lol. I pay a monthly fee to have this and barely use it. Back in…

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• New Year, New Job

  January 9, 2023

  I have been able to secure a new and better job (both in environment and pay) and walk away from that job that was causing me a lot of mental stress. I certainly could not stand to be there too much longer. I regretted from day one, turning down the job I actually wanted, for…

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• Unhappy

  October 2, 2022

  I thought when moving into my own place, that I would finally have some peace and some happiness in my life. I had every intention of staying single and every intention of finding a work from home job, or something better than that POS job I had. While I wish I had chosen the second…

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• So I got the job!!!

  July 28, 2022

  I know I'm late with an update, but I got the job. Actually I was going to be offered the other job I applied for too, cause they called later that same day that I accepted the one I start Monday. I ended up telling them I was no longer interested, but I felt so…

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• Hmmm new job on the horizon????

  June 28, 2022

  I certainly hope so. I had two interviews last week with two diff companies. One was a video recording on, the other was live video chat. I'd say both of them went well, but I kind of fumbled some on the video chat on. The  day after the video recording one I was invited to…

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• I believe it’s gone

  May 23, 2022

  So I’m bout 95% sure it’s a miscarriage. I’ve bled steady for a full day and started seeing clots and dark red blood that dripped like water every time I sat on the toilet. I will be calling the Dr to see if I can In tomorrow (I’ll have a ride then, otherwise I’d try…

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• Soo coming attraction……

  May 16, 2022

  Well I just found out recently that I am now pregnant with Anthony's baby. It wasn't planned at all, but its not like we were being super careful. It was bound to happen at some point, but I am not mad at all. I didn't think he would be upset as he's been talking about…

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• Tax time sucks

  April 18, 2022

  Yeah, I waited until the last few days to file, only to find out for some crazy arse reason I owe both fed and state. I'm so upset, but what can I do about it? Anyway can't make a payment plan online for some reason, and I got home thinking I could make the call…

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• Well I had a good birthday lol

  April 10, 2022

  Yesterday was my bday, now entering chapter 43 of life haha. I had to work, but thankfully it was a morning shift and I got off at 1. I couldn't get the day off due to no coverage, so that's what they did so i could enjoy the rest of the day. Despite being 30…

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