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• Pioneers

  November 15, 2023

  I put the top down on my car - the ‘72 Mustang my parents gifted me for graduation. (The emotional weight of this gift will forever outweigh any monetary value, but that is a story for another day.) He went to the box office to purchase our tickets. Once he returned, and with time to…

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• a jumble of disjointed sentences

  November 1, 2023

  Time is doing what time does. Moving forward. Uneventful for myself, not so much so for others. The world is always burning, but this is egregious. Anything I could write would seem empty. Comfort is comfortable but not always great for the soul. I haven't had much to say lately. I'm good, truly,...

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• it has to be nothing

  October 29, 2023

  The table next to my recliner holds an ever growing pile of books, amongst them Man and His Symbols. I’ve made a promise to myself to finish the ten or so half-read books I’m currently working through before starting anything new, so I’ll have to wait to figure out what Jung (et al.) have to…

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• with a sigh

  October 27, 2023

  Having been trained in MTBI about twenty years ago, and having discussed MTBI with the letter-friend this week, I went on a little bit of a deep dive today. I’m INFP, for the record, and I’ve been reading up on the differences between INFJs and INFPs for the sake of our discussion. Eventually my ...

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• lilli

  October 25, 2023

  All the edges have softened, and tonight I find myself with yet another reason I wish I could reach out. Your call, my response - it's quieter now. But not completely gone.

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• misalignment pt. 2

  October 15, 2023

  Another sleepless 2 a.m. - an increasingly common occurrence. If not pain, then the brain. Or vice versa. More often than not a little of both. Tonight, a lot of both. There’s a problem, a puzzle, something I’ve contemplated for far too long. Dissected and reassembled over and over again in my mi...

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• yamato silver

  October 14, 2023

  I haven’t been dreaming of the same things lately. When I think of him, it’s only to think of how rarely I’ve dreamt of him in the past two months. With the regular cast of characters on hiatus (which means the regular grooves have been abandoned), my dreams have become less structured. Last nigh...

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• medial

  October 12, 2023

  If the first path is divinity, and the second absurdity, then I will find a new way to contextualize that which defines my every waking moment. I cannot bring light to the beginning or the end, but I can illuminate the middle with whatever small powers I possess. *** Last night was all nighter, p...

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• a little hope

  October 4, 2023

  Taking an online course with the goal of developing a more specific personal style and voice: It's okay to make ugly work. By trying to do something differently sometimes we discover what we don't want to do. This is the the value in making 'ugly' work. We learn by trying new things, even if we&h...

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