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• Flowers for hours

  July 17, 2011

    As always, thanks to Jesse for forcing me to produce and share. --   Kid on the beach blanket next to me this Saturday:   "Yesterday......a body came up on the beach."   --   You know what's funny? When the ice cream truck is playing, "We wish you a merry...

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• One week in notebook

  July 5, 2011

  "Had a dream where I decided on an idea for a book that I thought I should write someday while I was still asleep. Meaning that while I was dreaming, I was DREAM-THINKING, 'this is a book that I want to write.' The premise was a love triangle that took place in an apt. building…

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• The God Damned Americans

  June 26, 2011

  I told Jesse that I have writer's block again and HE said, "There's no such thing as writer's block. There are plenty of things you're thinking of writing, you just don't think any of them are any good. You have approval block." And because Jesse's always right (except when he's wrong), I'm going...

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• My life is poetry

  May 3, 2011

  Today I was walking in the vineyard getting ready to take pictures of bud break and I was feeling sort of lost and dejected and anxious and I was asking the sky for guidance and suddenly I felt the warmest squeeze on my shoulders and all of these encouraging thoughts came flooding to me and…

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• AfteRebirth

  April 26, 2011

  I'm in love with a war that I can never win and arms that I will never touch. I fear only what I shouldn't and I laugh at things that are not funny. When the tide rises again, I'm taking this canoe across the world. I will drink the salt water and let microorganisms blossom…

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• Unhappy hour

  April 5, 2010

  Depression- what business do you have hanging around my springtime? Every flower is blooming, every deer is fucking in the woods- love is being had or held or handed over for a sales receipt and a new smile, but here I am, okay, alive, LIVING, ALIVE, ALIVE AND ALREADY SICK OF THE GIFT- just pissi...

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• Abstractions

  March 31, 2008

  To invoke, in vain the soul or life, you hacks, you don't know the half.

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• Rock the golden child

  February 2, 2008

  "I can't even get my boyfriend to fuck me." "I can't stop looking at your tits." I can't stop eating chips. I can't (Go Giants, GO, GO) "Remember the last game. I told you that they were going to go to the Superbowl and kick their asses." "Yes, you're very sweet."

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• Cited Research #1: Crepuscular

  November 11, 2007

  Crepuscular is a term used to describe animals that are primarily active during the twilight. The word ultimately derives from the Latin word crepusculum, meaning "twilight". Crepuscular is thus in contrast with diurnal and nocturnal. Crepuscular animals may also be active on a bright moonlit nig...

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