Just a place to air out. I can't keep dumping on the close circle of friends I have because it's too small. I can only tell the same 2 people the same shit 30 times... So I'm here. I cherish self critique so any comments will be taken to heart, except trolls because I probably out-date you in that 4chan silly game.

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May 23, 2020
When I needeed her, she left touch here touch there but when mania hit, abandonded. I'm so sick of being alone So tired of no affection Sex be damned please, fuck, hold me Fuck life Fuck love Illusions nothing more.
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    May 22, 2020
    Today started shitty as shitty could get. Woke up to the thought of losing my lover. Woke up to the thought of losing my best friend. I was a raging asshole for a minute. No one wanted to be around me. Thanks Covid ha. My lover and bestie finally had enough of my shit, as…
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