Alcoholism

Is it weird that sometimes, I feel like, I want to be an alcoholic?
Not in a "sit and drink all day and not work or leave the house or even take care of myself" sort of way, and not even in a "drink yourself into an oblivion to have a good time or forget your misery" way…just in a, "life is so much, easier, when I’m tipsy" way.

I guess that’s just how it starts though.