why i’m a bitch right now

…. such is this tragedy we call ‘life’. I’ll tell you one thing and then I’m going to let it go, this one you may know – Humans: some are dicks, some are pussies – F*CK EM ALL!

I wish I were closer and then we could….. (you’re right; it doesn’t take much.)

*HUGS*!

I’ve been reading you for YEARS now, and you know it… so it’s not like I’m just up and saying something out of nowhere. I usually DON’T note, because you get so upset about it – but I still read you.. rooting for you, as always…. but also, as always, when I feel the urge to leave a comment, then I do. I certainly won’t be one who leaves dishonest and pacifying notes…

It doesn’t upset ME that you get so hostile and upset, but I can’t understand why it upsets you so much… if you’re so “proud” of who you are and “proud” of the lifestyle choices that you make, then why would one honest note every once in a while from me get you so riled up? It’s not my job to judge you – sometimes, though, someone else’s perspective might actually lend you some help

or another way of looking at things… or maybe open your eyes to something you haven’t seen before…. I don’t deserve your “bitch hat” and you know it… and just to clear things up – I don’t read you just because you’re a trainwreck.. I read you because I constantly worry about you, and I’m hoping that one of these days things will change for you… I don’t note all that much because

of entries just as these… and I refuse to be dishonest and give you fluffy, fake, and “oh it’s okay to completely wreck your life” notes… you know better.

and you can believe in someone, and like someone, and want the best for someone, and root for someone without agreeing with the choices you make…

Bite me baby grawr. Lol… Sorry its all I can think to say!

I would never ever assume the whole story is in these pages online. That’s ridiculous. If this diary was ALL there was to you you’d not have a job, you’d not have your kids, no apartment, no car, no nothing – there’s MORE to you than what is here. Why do people think it’s Ok to judge the minute portion of your life that you write here? Seriously if you wrote every single detail of your life you’dnot HAVE a life you’d be here all day writing. Do not allow the opinions of those looking through your tiny windows here to make you not write here or judge yourself as less than you are.

Eh… the wedding night entry. It was good… except I keep freaking bleeding. I want to shoot myself in the foot.

hey, I may like that…. but remember ‘one good turn deserves another’…. I sent you an e-mail too. I sent it to your Y! account…. it’s from my Y! account. Yes, I do have a picture in my profile but like the pic that’s in your older pages it’s not updated – I’m working on that. But I also need to make it out to this bus. I’ll be back – hopefully.

I would say that Tinker pretty much said what was on my mind. You and I have talked about it. There you go.

You’re not a trainwreck. You’re a woman. You’re so much like me that sometimes it hurts me when you’re down. Don’t let assholes get you down, lady.

You post about more personal things than most other people do, and you don’t even feel the need to do it with crappy poetry, and I salute you for that. But if you don’t want people making honest comments about those things that disagree with what you’re doing, then you probably shouldn’t be posting those things online on a site that encourages comments.

I like reading you because I’m guaranteed an entry at any given time when I log on since you post like five times a day, and I’m pretty sure you’re the only person who I can joke about writing RS-period-sex-fetish fanfiction with and not have them take it the wrong way.

Where are they at. Let me at em. Why I aughta!@*#*$!*%