2010

    Seriously.  Go away.  Don't want the memories.  Don't need the hurt.  Go the fuck on. 2011 bring me some happiness. I will go back to school. I will find a job that is worthwhile. I will appreciate my family and show them the love they deserve. I will bake b...

    I want to write, I swear I do.  I just can’t imagine y’all sitting through another of my “I miss my Mom” entries.  It’s getting old in my head too.  Christmas was tolerable.  Barely so.  We bought the kids so so so much shit in ...

    Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

    Happy Thanksgiving! Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

    Took Doll to the doctor this morning.  Her right ear drum ruptured.  The left may soon.  Its very inflamed and bulging.  I'll go pick up her antibiotics here in a little bit. Taco is doing better.  Her eye drops were amazing.  She was waking up with the...

    Three Gatorades and six glasses of water later and I can finally pee again.  Glad that fever broke. Doll has pus oozing out of her right ear.  I will call the doctor in the morning.  I know you are supposed to let them get over and ear infection, but I think this...

    I missed four days.  Im very sick.  Going back to bed now. Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

    We just can't get the sick out of the house.  Bubba and Taco have the snot so bad it leaks out their eyes.  Doll is having to sleep sitting straight up on the couch becuase its the only way she can breath.  Evil and Bran a lying in bed together coughing.  I ...

    Hi!!!  :) Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

    Whoa, 12 days.  Must be a record for me. I'm not feeling so great.  The weather is changing thus making me a snot monster like the kids.  The only good thing about Doll going to Shithead's this weekend is that I can sleep. And sleep I will.  I'm sleeping ate in t...