A Forever Timestamp

Monday marked 2 months, 8 weeks since your whore came forward and ended your perfect life. Let's do a recap shall we? I have heard all of the following things since she decided it would be best for everyone involved if the affair came to light. Including and not limited to: -I love you -I…

One month since the affair was exposed. Until you are grieving you don't realize just how long a month can feel.  I felt like I endured a year within a 30-31 day time frame.  There were days when I didn't realize one had passed, sometimes the minutes turned into hours and I couldn't tell you…

12/20023 Dear ____________,  I want to apologize for overreacting.  It was not needed. I'm embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed and more. I know, I was in the wrong in how I responded.  I'm sorry. I don't know where we go from here. Im I I feel all I do is hurt you, I don't know. If this…

Did you know there is science behind why we remember certain events? I first learned of this when I was watching "Someone Like You" (Ashley Judd: 2001).  She is meets with a plastic surgeon to discuss having her amygdala removed because she read that it controlled her olfactory sense to associate...

As I said I consider myself an OG Open Diary author - this is actually my 3rd online diary.  Publicly sharing has given me peace, a sense of community, and its my therapy.  My first diary was 2001 - and it ran up until 2009 (estimate), sadly I don't remember its name or the e-mail associated…