Here In This Diary

as alex would say, "tis done, tis done"... but i still don't feel any different. i'm sure it would have been better--more emotional-- if i didn't feel like a chicken with my head cut off after the fact... serena wanted me here for pictures, mom wanted me there for pictures, laurren wanted me anot...

When it rains it pours and opens doors And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love That have to say goodbye And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a…

 If you think life is bad..... How would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You only get eaten once. It takes four minutes to get hard. Only two minutes to get soft. You share your box with 11 other guys But worst of all.. the only chick that ever sat…

ok... i already wrote an entry a whiles ago about love, but the issue appears to have surfaced again.... In alex's info:"To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all" But i'm not allowed to love. so where does that leave me? In carlini's…

the days, that is... our camping trip next week is not gonna be all of us-- alex isn't allowed to go b/c he's leaving for italy the day after, and its debateable as to whether ryan's gonna be able to go either... so it may end up being just us girls (anybody know how to…

first of all, its only three days that we're gonna have together (refer to previous entry) b/c JM has to work on two of the days... but i've had a realization-- yea, there's only 3 days that all eight of us can get together, but i can't recall a time and place where all 8 of…

five days not only is this the number of days that i still have left to go to school (including finals), but it is the total number of days that we can get our whole group together over the entire summer. thats it. five days. obviously, there will be other times where certain members of…

Last night was prom--the night that i have been planning and preparing for since January.  it was a lot of fun, although it wasn't quite what i had expected. for starters, it was very hot and humid outside-- not conducive to hair and makeup, not to mention the guys' tuxes... but carlini was ...

some of you people seriously need to update more often... i know, i don't have much room to talk, but i have been updating more regularly as of late, so anyway....i am like so ready to be done with school... today consisted of me doing my calc hw in euro, sleeping through spanish, doing spanish&h...

keep in mind, as i write this, that it is currently 9:53 PM on thursday night... i have a 3-page research paper due tomorrow for my senior project, which is required for graduation, and i have yet to start it. however, that is not what the title of this entry refers to... i am referring…