Everything you never wanted to know about me in 500 words or less:

I'm kind of a perfectionist, but I'm lazy about it--if I know I can't get something to be perfect, I won't even bother to try.

I'm generous to a fault, to the point where I often sacrifice my own wants and needs at the expense of helping others.

I'm a bit of an idealist, but also a bit of a realist. This at times causes me to be quite cynical. I am definitely a hopeless romantic. Emphasis on hopeless.
I'm a bit obsessive compulsive. I'm a clean freak when I want to be, and a total slob when I don't.

I am incredibly nice, also to a fault. People often won't find out that I don't like something about them until I can't hold it in any longer, and it all comes out in one big outpouring of anger, disgust and/or frustration. Somehow, even while I'm putting you down, I'll appear to be nice about it, and you'll still want to be my friend even though I've pretty much told you I can't stand you.

I'm kind of anal-retentive, especially when it comes to proper spelling and grammar. I do sometimes get lazy myself though, and don't hold myself to the same standards as I hold everybody else. Subconsciously I think I'm better than you.

I like to think I'm pretty. If you don't, that's your problem, not mine. I'm a little neurotic. I'm frequently subject to bouts of depression. I should probably see a therapist, but why? I already know what's wrong with me. I use writing as self-therapy, and some of my best work has come as a result of some of my “episodes.”

When I'm confident and comfortable in a situation, I'm very aggressive, controlling, and demanding. When I'm unsure of myself, I like to be told what to do, when to do it, and how to do it.

I'm intelligent, but occasionally lack common sense. I've done a lot of stupid things, but I don't regret any of them. I just see them as learning experiences.

I've just realized this is a list of all my faults. That's because I tend to be overly self-critical.

I think I'll add more to this later... not like anyone reads it anyway

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