3 days left..

Dear Jesus, I’m just going to have faith that You can hear me. I hate everything. I am trying to change my attitude for the better but I seriously don’t want to do anything else but focus on my career.

…Wow that was quick. I just got a card of appreciation from a co worker (she just knocked on the classroom) that included a starbucks card and then a helper for me walked in the classroom to assist me during the day….thank you so much Jesus. Please help me to stay faithful.

Right now, I was dealing with a child who couldn’t sit still. I am so grateful. I feel like the helper and Ms. Daniel have a close relationship over the secret of knowing that I eat of the kid’s food.

I need to start bringing my own food…need to pick what I’m going to eat ahead of time. Meal plan as they say.

I’ve been so upset about my appearance. I have tired eyes, my lips are wrinkled and I just feel overly fatigued.

Father, I am asking for a miracle. Please let this boy behave. Amen

i only have three days I can take off of work over a 4 month period. I’m waiting until January to ask again for four days a week. I personally think they are offering me “help” – while trying to give the help my position. I don’t know how to feel …I’m overly annoyed but it could be a whole lot worse. At least I have help and I’m not dealing with this alone.

I hate this job….I would hate to have kids