Systematic Documentation
Dear Jesus,
I am not sure how much sleep I got this morning. I went to bed after 2am I think and work up at 7am. It took me some time to rev myself up to go to a job fair.
when I arrived, I was surprised to see HUNDREDS OF SCHOOLS…so many people were hiring. It was a teachers event but I still attended because I heard they might still be looking for TAs…and I was right. I was hired on the spot at the first school I approached, however, the pay is $7k less…too low for me.
I wondered to myself…what was the point of all that? Why did I have to spend that time sitting in a long line for over 3 hours to just find out the pay is much lower. Why did I waste my gas? What was the point of going?
I am really not sure. But I didn’t want to give up so I asked what would be the process to have increased pay. I was told to ask the principal. So I this principal a letter:
Dear Principal Angela,
It was a pleasure meeting you today at the job fair. I left the event around 1:45 p.m. due to the long processing line, which unfortunately prevented me from returning to your table to say goodbye.
I’m very excited about the opportunity at *** Elementary School and would love to schedule a campus visit this week. Would Monday or Tuesday work for you?
I’ve received my offer at the base rate following the fair and understand that Talent Acquisition will be sending you a form with this information. I’d like to share that my starting salary as a paraprofessional was $29,000, and due to my current financial responsibilities, I am hoping to maintain at least that level of compensation.
Considering my experience, the market rate for similar roles, and the contributions I hope to bring to your team, I believe a salary in the range of $29,000–$32,000 would be more appropriate. I’d truly appreciate any flexibility in adjusting the offer to better align with this range.
I’m very eager to move forward with your campus and contribute meaningfully to the school community. Thank you again for your time and consideration.
Warm regards, Daina
I wrote the letter and cleaned it up a bit with Ai. I emailed the principal this right after I got home from the fair. Now it is all in Your hands Father.
if I had it my way, I’d be anywhere that’s the easier job. I just want the job that has non hateful bitches. I will miss Anabel but I don’t think she will miss me. We’ve only know each other for a year and I’m not sure if she is cognitive to care as much as I do about her. Sometimes I look at her she will just give a blank stare. Other times she will look at me and I see her trying to tell me something. Like, when we are at school together, she likes me by her side probably more than anyone else there.
I saw some of the non verbal kids from the school on Annie’s bus…I almost cried when Sami, an Indian girl from my class, had sign languaged to me, I love you. Even the child who was harmed by Patrice, has got up from his bus seat and looked out the window at me and smiled. They recognized me! It was so sweet. I wanted to tell someone about this moment but I’m just sharing it with you God…I kinda miss those kids. I say kinda because I don’t really want to be close to the students anymore. Those women ruined it for me and now I’m terrified to be anywhere near them for fear that the women will make more lies up about me. Patrice the child abuser, had already began to gossip how strange it is for me to be friends with the kids. And to be honest, when I’m at the school, i mostly speak to the children…because that who I’m there for!
anyways, enough about those scallywags…
im in bed now. I just took a deep sigh…the kind where you didn’t know you were holding your breath. I have a little bit of anxiety…but not the kind that would make me smoke. It’s because I’m performing for a high school graduate tomorrow. A young boy who is going off to pilot school. His mom hired me as a surprise . I’m going to bring him a tshirt/merch.
im nervous because the mom booked me for three hours and I haven’t really rehearsed enough. To be honest, I hardly know any songs by heart. They are paying me a hundred an hour. I got to really give them a show. Maybe when I wake up I will just concentrate on my own original music. I was trying to memorize cover songs but it’s hard trying to get all the lyrics to stick in my memory.
the song, never enough by Loren Allred, is one of the songs I’m singing. It’s not hard for me to sing but hard for me to remember the delivery for the word enough because it’s a belt out and then rift and they are both different.
studying this song makes me thing of the voice. I can imagine it’s the same way…getting a hella difficult song and then having only a week or less to perform it. I practiced this song only high…except for today. Today I believe made some progress but I still have 3 hours of songs to memorize before the graduation performance.
i took a sleeping pill and will hopefully sleep for 8 hours. And when I wake up(God willing), I will go straight back to studying. I also will move around in the living room and rehearse the order of songs…etc,etc, etc.
My skin has improved dramatically. Only problem is, my food intake has increased. I need to slow down and eat less. I’m trying to only have two meals a day…but I’m trying to do all that it takes to look and feel my best.
this sleeping pill is kicking in…
Jesus, I know you have your reasons for everything. I pray that You will guide me with the best possible decision. I pray that my life will turn out happily ever after. I wish for my career, for genuine people who will love/support me, and the ability to one day see the world.
i want so badly for a life change.s i want so badly for things to get better. I must be patient. I see everything that you are protecting from!
please shield me from my intrusive thoughts, and please forgive me for any wrong doing. Guide me in all that I do. Amen