Stray thoughts

PMS week. More inflammation, more reactions. My brain was fuzzy and my focus shot. I should have napped this morning. The nap I snagged between work and soccer practice wasn’t long enough at the time. That sick, sucking, dizzy feeling- chest pain and palpitations. My body made it very clear it just wanted to rest. But I’m Mom today. The cold outside helped.

I hate it when I need my body to just do the things so I can function. Just function! And it just laughs – or seems to.

James and I have slipped into the great routine. People look at us from the outside and are so confused why we divorced. Because we haven’t been this good in a long time. He can see the chronic illnesses – but he doesn’t live with them. We’re both better parents to Quinn and so much nicer to each other.

also..for being so exhausted all day, its fantastical annoying that I’m wide awake now 🤨😏