Found some time

I tried to get on here the other day but something was up with it.

I still have ptsd from my lost forever journal like 20 years ago.

Anyways,  he said he missed me the other day.

I know the only time he seems to contact me now is if I change my profile picture.

This is going nowhere.  I do wonder if he had reached out years ago if it would have mattered. Would it have been another meaningless connection or love?

Meh. Either way, we aren’t together and chatting less w me.

I’m not reaching out anymore.  I asked him about the concerts with no response.

No response is a response and it doesn’t feel good.

It’s raining out now.

Im going to enjoy it and try to get some rest

Stupid cramps and I promised the kids swimming on Saturday.

Sunday is my sons bday.

Siiday.

No pooltime for me. Tampons are soo uncomfortable.

Weird, I can handle a 12 inch D without a problem but not those 😆