Rain Rain

Well its been weeks. Today we finally got some but not near enough as we needed.

July 11th is idiots next court date.

Yes hes on my mind. Mostly because of memories. It triggers me but then i ALSO see where i was able to pick up and move on.

And I’m so glad to have made a huge core memory for both my kids.

July 11th

I won’t know anything other than a cryptic print out online docket.

I do get less angry. I do get mad from time to time because of her other family that should be here but isn’t.