Silence and Sleep

Its so quiet and I’m enjoying it.

Last night he said hi. I said hey a half hour later and he swiped me away without even reading it.

Its always at like 430am, anyway. I’m over it. And now, I look at him and kinda MEH.

Maybe twenty years ago, we’d have had a spark, but now…. neh.

Anyway my entire summer is ruined. These calipers should have been put on by now and actually should have been done before the brakes and Rotors to begin with, like I said.

Its a piece of shit car, but its all I got and im homebound without it.

Ran into whatshisface today at turkey hill.

He told me he’s down a vehicle too, used the work truck and his five year old crashed it. He showed me pics.

I feel bad but this is why we don’t let kids in the vehicle unattended.

I didn’t say that, though. Im surprised cps isn’t on it now. They should be.

Idiot did pay again.

I treated ourselves to tommys, via door dash. Never again. oh the food rocked but its very expensive.  I paused my order before submitting it. I got a 40% off discount that only ended up being ten bucks off

I should have not placed the order but I promised her pizza.

So I did order it. The order was like 32 bucks,  plus ten bucks gratuity. Plus fees, plus whatever,  was almost 60 bucks.

Crazy. But hey, those motorcycles were expensive, too and he has those so my head screamed… We deserved it.

She needs a haircut, shoes, and new socks and underwear and school clothes.

She’s gained weight.  And that’s my fault.

Im letting her play outside more but she rarely listens.

So that’s my issue.

My back is still messed up.

Hopefully i don’t get overheated like I did yesterday.

I showered at 5am before falling asleep.

Ya I should just shower now gor a cool down.

Im out