undulate
a prolonged absence from this place. I feel like a stranger, even to myself.
OH JESUS that makes me sound like 16 year old me.
though maybe that’s what this place does — takes me back to where I was when I first found it. allows me to de-mature, as it were.
needless to say – I’m not okay. that’s when I usually come here, to read and spy and feel close to people I know I’ll never meet but who understand me in a way that even my closest friends will never come close to.
i don’t know if that ultimately makes me feel better or worse. i think probably worse, but the pull is there anyhow.
but the truth is that i do miss this place, in my own sick sick way.
you should write more. like.. ****ing daily.
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