love is not fair!

I think at one time I truly had someone who loved me. His name was Joseph “Joe”. He was me first love, my first kiss, my first boyfriend and everything that had to do with a man. I was 16 years-old when we first met. I was young and I had a crush on this spanish boy named Carlos at that time. But Joe was checking me out. When I first saw Joe, he was riding around on a bike in the apartments that me and my family lived in. He kind of watching me. But I was watching Carlos play basketball. It’s not that I did’t like Joe, it’s just he was a little older than me and I did’t think he would like me like that. I’m just going to use his words “It was love at first sight.” he told me. The next day he got arrested for selling drugs and when to jail for a year. The next year he come back to the apartments looking for me. But he though my name was Donna, who was my bestfriend at that time. But when he found Donna, he told her what I looked like and she came and got me. From that day on we were like peas and carrots. We move in together when I turn 18 teen. At 20years-old I got pregnant with my son. When I was 7 mos, he got sentence to 5 years in prison for armed robbery and then he got deported, because he was from Haiti. And I nor my son has seen him. But he was the love of my life. No man would ever treat me better.