I’m always fucking up!

i always manage to do it. i hurt the one i love unintentionally. we were talking after i left this morning about this summer and trips we are each gonna take and i said something about going to cali to see my ex. that really pissed her off. i feel really bad. i knew i shouldnt have said anything about it as soon as i said it. now i just want to see her face to face to apoligize because a "im so sorry" over a text message isnt the same. i love her so much and would never do anything to hurt her. if you know me then you know that is the honest to god truth. well i got to go to work.

Lindsay