Hello, my name is human.

I find it amusing that Roger’s lover is consumed with thoughts of us sneaking around clandestinely, even if she IS mistaken. First of all, it serves her right and second, what the hell does she think is gonna happen??

Does she think she is immune to his infidelity? Does she think she is gonna be the one to reform him?? Sorry Vickie, but that’s laughable. You knew this was how it was going to be and your sole goal was winning his ass and now you ain’t happy cuz he feels my absence and nothing you can do will erase me. My mark has been made on your man’s heart.

Even the most well laid plans have a margin for error. Guess Miss Vickie is learning that the hard way. This is what happens when you fuck a man that’s still in love with another woman.

I won’t give her the satisfaction of easing her doubts. She can feel the same torture I did, now that she’s holding top rank. She can wonder where he is and she can feel the sick dread of suspicion when she can’t get a call back or he doesn’t answer his phone on the nights she can’t find him.

I am sickened by the fact that he is scrambling for her, offering her google map proof of his whereabouts and access to his text and phone records…the same thing she mocked him for doing for ME. That shows me that he is fearful of losing her so he’s still lying and deceiving me by saying he doesn’t love her and when I called him out, he tried to fall back on the triangular theory of love.

Now, if wifey is familial love and I am both emotional and romantic love, then what in the fuck is Vickie Dean?

She is the big prize, I guess it’s fact, because he is jumping through hoops to please her just like he did his wife.

Now here’s to you, Vickie D…

You are a classless woman. Threatening to blow shit up and use violence to get a man. Where is your fucking dignity, Skank.

You don’t need my name and if you DO get it, there will be no greater pain than what you’ll do to me to appease your anger over the fact that he still loves me.

Honestly, did you think your appeal was gonna last more than 2,3, 4 years? Do you realize how I became the person he loves?? Certainly not by coercing and threatening but rather by love and negotiation and sticking it out and guess what motivated us to do that for a decade and a half, you idiot?

A deep and powerful L.O.V.E.,.that’s what. Now you’re pissed cuz you don’t have the same thing. Do you not understand commitment and longevity is what counts here? And trust? Do you think that you are going to immediately have what took me 15 years to earn? Lmfao. You must think that your pussy tastes like caviar. Nah, it taste like government cheese, you broke bitch.

And I don’t feel sorry for you. You knew he was in love with me early on and you thought you could take him from me. Now YOU can wonder where he is because that ho named karma just kicked you in the crotch.

Oh, and you DID succeed in taking him from me, because he has issues with needing validation and is sex obsessed, and you introduced him to poison or at the very least were part of the group of losers that thought giving a 67 year old man methamphetamine was a good way to get your kicks. You’re gonna kill him, you stupid bitch.

And Roger, you are a vain and shallow fool for allowing this beast of a woman to usurp me and take my place in your life.

In actuality, you deserve her so it’s good you do indeed love her and provide for her. That is more than you were ever willing to do for me. You did not buy me things like cigarettes and phones and housing. I worked hard to do my part by you, but in the end it didn’t make a difference.

I wasn’t the right kind of needy to stroke your ego. I guess you didn’t feel you were valuable to me because I wasn’t down and out or needy enough.

One thing I have over her is I ain’t nobody’s victim. I’ve heard a bunch of bullshit excuses from her for being a piece of shit and I’ve never even met her. She had a rough life. She doesn’t have anyone. She has daddy issues. She’s gonna be evicted. Blah blah blah.

Your lips are moving but I can’t hear what you’re saying.

But sounds like you’re offering up a bunch of excuses about why you are a vindictive asshole that went postal.

I’m not anyone’s victim and I’m sure the hell not about to be yours so STOP trying to get my name out of Roger. You don’t need to know jack about me, I am not part of your life or relevant in any fucking way whatsoever

You better not show up on my door step cuz I’m ready to fight…not for HIM but for me, and what your vengeance did to my heart. I want to kick your ASS for hurting two innocent people.

But I especially want to kick your ass because one of those people was ME.

So bring it.

You will come as the aggressor but I guarantee, you will leave as the victim.

Mine.