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• Bella vita

  June 2, 2024

  Yesterday, my baby took me on a day trip on the back of his Ryker.   I love the sun on my face and the wind whipping my hair around. I love to see the rolling green fields and the houses and yards, and the people out walking and enjoying the outdoors as we speed…

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• The number you have dialed is not in service.

  May 25, 2024

  Vickie called again on Thursday. She called at 12:11 p.m., so I'm gonna assume she called on her lunch hour.   I don't know what she wants, but I can guess.   She wants reassurance. She wants peace of mind. She wants to know where her lover is REALLY going for the weekend, and she…

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• Who’s afraid of the big, bad wolf?

  May 18, 2024

  It's been a few months since I've heard from Vickie.   So many months that I assumed she had moved on with her life.   So, when she popped up on my text screen on mother's day, it took me several minutes to even know who was texting me. I seriously thought she had given…

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• Fool me once…

  March 24, 2024

  Vickie, you need to take your own advice. Cuz you're still hanging around. He put you out in the street, cheated on you and took his wife back over you. You claim he gave you a stroke. He gave you shelter and then took it away. Now you're doing what you busted ME out to…

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• We both said “forever”, one of us meant it.

  March 12, 2024

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• Do unto others

  February 16, 2024

  Half way through my vacation, Vickie started texting me.   She was sending me an "update" that I never asked for. She was using this "update" as a veil to ask me if I was with her lover.   Roger had told her he was going to his cottage for the weekend with his wife…

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• I’ve got to ramble

  February 16, 2024

  I just spent two weeks in the sun, by the ocean.   It was a little slice of heaven.   I came home to 4 inches of snow, high winds and no marijuana wax. I felt my tan fading with each dreaded mile that brought me closer to home.   Every year, I go with…

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• Don’t just stand there busta move

  December 6, 2023

  Vickie would not let up on the texting so I finally gave her what she wanted.    Apparently, she and Roger were fighting because he won't tell her what I do for work and a few other details she is digging for.   I do NOT understand why she cares. I do NOT.   She…

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• Listen, do you want to know a secret? Do you promise not to tell?

  November 22, 2023

  I can't stop thinking about Vickie's words in her most recent texts.  I don't know why Roger won't just say he's sorry and end my emotional torment. I almost can't live with the fact that I gave him 15 years of my life and I meant so little to him that he one day stopped…

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